My LiFe...

2008-06-25T21:25:00.002+08:00

yup i'm in china.... still am in china.... and will still be in china for the next 1 1/2 months, and till then... i'll still be in china.. so ya...

few activities that i've missed...
AKE '08
dive trip to Aur
diving at UWS
baOC '08
birthdays..
Euro '08
SHIT lot of rugby trainings...

hope not to miss conservation trip to Aur (anyone wanna donate money??)

anyway yaa work sucks, pay sucks, food sucks. but still managed to find the bright side of things here.. though it was hard to do so, but still managed to =D thank god.

TAGBOARD REPLIES(thanks to the internet here i cant reply on the board)
Almond- of course miss u la, and also miss birthday treats... zzz basket...
Jingyi- Hiya, ya of course i remember u! last time we met was on 174 towards orchard.. haha how you doing?? good i hope?

2008-06-03T11:33:00.005+08:00

hello hello everyone, i'm back after 5months! thanks alot arh johnny for "reminding" me... now in china arh, si bei jialat arh, mountain food sucks man, city food better arh, so bloody cheap, BLoody expensive retaurant here, sooooo cheap. tsk tsk cant take it. ITS SOOOO CHEAP.

MR eugene CHAN, err can do some special reccommendation here for u arh, got lots of XMM here waiting especially for u!

anyway here's a very late update for u kaypohs. Some photos for u to enjoy.

i lazy go and organize arh, u all slowly scroll through and see hor.

the scenery here ok la... quite sian arh see the same thing for 6 months...

no kayaking arh, only got rubber dinghy, this one cannot do row arh FYI

Show u all some of the food here

There u go, i'll stop here, if got anything else then i update... or should i say i'll update when i feel like it... 5months later?

2008-01-27T21:27:00.000+08:00

so recently i applied for the OIAP thing for guilin resort, even though i wasnt interested at first coz the thought of leaving for 6 months was scary at first coz i would be able to see my frens and the thought of leaving everything behind for 6 months was bad enough coz i would not be able to do like a heck load of things like ake'08, and also more importantly not being able to go to church when i just joined, i would definitely miss church frens... definitely, no doubt about it. Being able to go is definitely an honor also will be fruitful and exciting experience for me, i can also prove alot of people wrong in a way that a person like me with such a lousy gpa can still make it for a overseas attachment and that i still have hope even though i'm not really doing well in my studies. However i'm definitely worried that i might fail a module. and i am really dammmmm worried because i ahve made it this far and i dun wanna throw it all away. i'm seriously worried sick. But if all goes well and i'm there for good, well 6months, i will definitely miss all my frens over here and trust me when i say that i really mean it. But hey! on the bright side, i'll be able to get a psp for going to china haha. thats quite cool eh. hopefully theres wireless there if not arh, no msn sure die one.... but ya wish me luck!! =D

2008-01-13T00:10:00.000+08:00

its my 100th post, cool eh technically things that has been happening has happened and past, but then there are still current matters that hasnt been solved yet. Sometimes when i think about it it just makes me wonder. Sometimes it just hurts so much, it just hurts and i feel like dying.But then again that really isnt the solution to the problem. When things happens, it happens soo quickly that one doesnt have the time to react to it and then when the situation has past, u think back and wonder wad you could've done to salvage the situation instead of looking forward to see wad u should do next time to avoid it. Then again, u'd be wondering if there really is a solution, thinking wad is the most desirable route that u should take. Most of the time the most desirable ain't the right one.

I could say there have been alot of things that has happened recently, and i honestly think, i'm too inexperienced to even try and solve these problems, then again i wanna do everything in my ability to try and help out. But concurrently, things have also been happening to me also and how can i try to help people when i cant even help myself? It just seems so hard to help myself, and much easier to help others. When i look at it, i really dunno wad to do, or wad i should do that will seem best for my future. The future just seems so blur to me right now

2007-12-02T20:44:00.000+08:00

whew same as before, guess its been a long time since i blogged haha
recently alot of stuff has been happening and also been feeling kinda shitty, not coz that i'm sick, but coz of other stuff i guess, sometimes its just one of those days where nothin seems to be able to go right, no matter how much u want it to be right. it just sucks. but still i guess life has to go on, things still has to be done and stuff. luckily i'm not pessimistic enough to be neurotic. lol. that would be bad for anyone.

anyway, i wanna watch movie!! i cant stand not watching movie!! all the dam nice shows are passing me by!! grahhhhhh it sucks, and recently been popping shoulders?!?(its ridiculously bad) guess i needa rest more, also IVP's starting next tuesday, hopefully we do well?? haha hopefully!

anyway too lazy to blog also.. i guess its just guys haha or maybe its just me...heh yup
anyway hope theres not going to be too much stress and problems for me in the near future, and hopefully things will turn out fine...

2007-11-04T11:23:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i've bogged and much has happened over this period of time, attachment is long over (thank goodness!!!)school started and the much ahted projects and assignments are coming in and its not just 1 or 2 its like tens of thousands or them! good gosh....

anyway benn going to training recently, found out that i had a very very very very high probability of not being able to play IVP, and thats dammm demoralising and its all because of the stupid attachment, made me miss the 2months training at padang shit.

was driving down the singapore river the other day, first time i drove in that area, it was dammm cool la! is like if it was national day at that time, i would've had front row seats to the whole parade! we went all the way up the river till we reached clarke quay and its was dammmm cool, even though we were towing dragon boats, it was a whole new experience for me. the uncle with me was damm funny also la, when we had to carry this super uber heavy bunch of metal pipes which was jammed into the kallang river, it need 3 guys to do so, when we finally got it out, the uncle started spouting vulgarities,i was like laughing like hell la! anyway it was cool la.. BUT NO MONEY!! CLARENCE!!!!!!!!!!! tell me got money then no money!!!!!!!!!! OMGGGG. ended up with a badass sun burn. this is wad happens when u forget to bring sunblock lotion....

anyway alotttt has happened, i'm too lazy to type anymore

2007-09-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

sooo lets see wads been happening.......

attachment?
attachment??
attachment???
attachment????
attachment????? yup exactly nothing but attachment...... and it kinda sucks!!!!!! i mean wait... kinda is like a understatement.. its totally sucks!!!! my gosh.. i meant work sucks, colleagues are a different thing... ahaha! for those who know wad i mean yaaaaaaaa lol for those who dun, lets fill u in, work is like 7 people in one stupid office, out of those 7, 2 are guys, out of those 2 guys, 1 of them is the boss... so ya u'll probably get a rough idea of the situation... yup!

anywayyy thats wad i'll most likely be saying if u ask me how's my holidays, even though i dun even have holidays and i know wad it means to cherish ur weekends coz it passes so quickly!! my gosh.....still cant go for training and that freaking sucks! i doubt i'll play IVP, which i have been hell most looking forward to! i have to cancel all plans i've made for holidays... i've probably been saying this like 1001 times...

so ya dun really have much to say coz the feeling now is like seriously no life alarm goes off at 7, actually wake up at 7.35, bath until like 8 or so... then drop back on the bed to slp for another 10mins... change and eat some stuff till like 815, take the bus and reach tanjong pagar at like 845... go 7-11 buy things to drink, wait till like 858 then go up office... work like 12.15 then go lunch till like 1.15 then work till like 630 go home... use com, watch tv and slp again... try that for 5 weeks and i think u'll probably end up like shit and thats wad i am now...

2007-09-05T22:36:00.003+08:00

o btw zaza dun complain about going training.... coz i cant!!!! even though i freaking hell wanna go...
cant get sick of rugby

2007-09-05T22:26:00.000+08:00

omg all i can say is attachment suckssssss

and watching live the dream on tv with that stupid performance by dunno which suck shit group.... singing its my life by bon jovi... SUCK LIKE SHIT!! out of tune, band plays like shit, chorus supposed to end and that guy carries on singing... i feel he's deserved to get kicked out definately...
spoils the entire song....

anyway back to attachment... it sucks.. so bloody stressful...have to run stupid errands...today still gotta go buy lunch for colleagues... wtf run around CBD area... so blardy big call me go to one

and worst of all i cant believe i'm missing so many activites just for attachment...
- 10 days conservation dive trip
- my favorite rugby training
- rugby camp; possibly even IVP
( I CANT BELIEVE I"M FORCED TO CANT BE ABLE TO GO IVP)
- SSC
- Sea com
-many kayaking session
- boat driving

to those people, i'm soooo sry to disappoint u all, i really am... i cant even take mc... knn! attachment seriously sucks... i really wanna play IVP!!!!!! i die die also wanna play IVP.. technically i wanna tackle people... but still!!!!!! wtffffffffffffffffffffffffff!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2007-08-27T23:17:00.000+08:00

I'M TAGGED.

Answer the following questions:
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QiaoYu
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poly friends!!!
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beautiful, full of friends, not as quiet as she looks(LOL!), big bully, always rockin
The most memorable thing she had done for you
LOL hanging out in sch
The most memorable words she had said to you:
LAOWU!!!
If she becomes your lover, you will:
scold her everyday!!!!! LOL joking joking
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if she becomes my enemy, i would like to meet my lover
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over abused of the word laowu
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disturb and bully her! lol
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one of the best
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fat and ugly
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nothing
On the contrary. the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is:
everything
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2007-08-27T23:00:00.000+08:00

Finally exams are over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i'm freaking hell worried bout OM.... shit man i even had bad dreams bout OM that i told the teacher i went to toilet, then went to canteen 1 to eat lunch during the paper and then come back too late when paper over and forgot to hand up the script... how stupid is that!!! my sub conscious has been officially screwed by OM... lol

anywayyyy 1st week of holidays.. guess everyone's having shit loads of fun... while i'm stuck in attachment... and its been hell for a first day!!!!!! maybe thats a bit exaggerated... but still! its nothing that i've ever handled ever in my life!!! hell nervous that i might screw something up which will cost at least a cool thousand or soo.. dam scary.... then is like the boss is asking me to type stuff which i have never ever seen in my entire life, using terms which i've never heard before.. further more its all done alone... have never done anything like this ever!!!!! i might admit its kind of cool.. but then the responsibility behind it is humungous!!!

anyway tmr got work... cant be late shit load of paper work....

p.s. i cant believe i just said that

2007-08-01T18:07:00.000+08:00

whew changed a new skin thanks to dean! pro sia... like less than 20 mins finish liao.. pro pro

anyway osim triathlonjust over! kinda stupid la the job... quite boring coz just sit outside in a kayak out at the sea watching swimmers go past you, so boring... but still me and xin ren being me and xin ren, found something to do, fill bottles with sea water and pretend to play canoe polo with it... haha! throw into the water, wait for it to float up (sometimes it doesnt... coz no air -_-") then fight for it! heh

however 2nd day was dam fun!!!!!! coz halfway through got CAT1, woooooo shiok man! i saw lightning! heh then waves became choppier and rougher, then more and more swimmers started to drop out... so we went to rescue one of them, brought him to the jet ski... then i realise our kayak leaking... coz so fast got water... sian...... then comes the stupid jet ski,

"eh you 2 ok rite?"
"ya ya we're ok"
"ok ok good, stay here"

then he go speed off ... being such a dumb ass speeds off just beside us, luckily i let go... but then his stupid wave make us capsize... in CAT1... off east coast... smart ass.... waited for help for so dam long... stupid power boat sitting there like idiot... and btw lying at the back of a jet ski is no fun man... so bloody stink! after the whole Thing went we struggled back to shore, we swam out again haha! to go rescue those remaining swimmers, and i tell u! swimming in huge waves is DAMMMMMMM fun!!! hahaha but then pay still 30 bucks... die also die for 30 bucks... so not worth it... haha!

Anyway exams coming! dammm lazy to study la! shit shit shit... dam scared.. haiz
START STUDYING PEOPLE!!!!!!!

2007-07-13T23:39:00.001+08:00

o well just finished the match against RP... kinda got thrashed haha guess many first teamers werent there arh.. juniors too nervous... so ya.... 4 tries+ 1 convert against 1 try haha
and guess wad! i played! woooo haha nothing to be proud of la... only like 2 mins or so... then game ended... o wells... at least i played... better than wasting time...

anyway... i realised that i havent updated in a long time... hmmm so let's start with me donating blood haha! my first time.... kinda exciting yet scary... zaza and christine couldnt donate due to confidential reasons...haha... there's my constipated face just before the needle went in...

then there was common test results... MIRACULOUSLY i passed AAA! somehow someway i passed... perhaps someone upstairs smiled upon me! hahaha no As though mostly Cs... a B here and there... sucks la... not good enough to get me into singapore Uni.... haiz... stupid is stupid... nothing can change the fact...

anyways ya recently had many things going on heh but then was very fun la! there was jamie's church thingy! damm fun even though i havent been to church for like 1 1/2 yrs or so.... missed the feeling of singing worship songs and just praising god, even though i'm not a christian.... i guess it just rubs off la... being in a methodist school and all... having being forced to go to chapel and stuff... ya...

anyways! many great things coming up too! probably going for advance diving? probably... many things happening in school, FIT presentation... wear nice nice hahaha long time never wear nice nice le... gotta film some stuff for Service innovation... haha k la that should be all

P.S i'm dam happy i played!!! dam dam dam happy! even though we lost... haha i played!

2007-06-24T23:26:00.000+08:00

wah i just ate durian ice cream and my breath feels so shiok!!! and smelly...... lol
kk 2 weeks holidays is almost over!!! so freaking fast!!!!! it moves so dam fast i bet the speed it travels at can go around the earth 2 times the speed of light! lol k nvm very kua zhang... but still time flies when your having fun. sometimes it not fun... but time still flies.. i dunno why dun ask me.. for me it was a long and tiring holiday, so it doesnt really count as a holiday... i shall call it.....tireday erm.... nvm... forget it... erm ya so tiredays started with me going for 4 days of ake... 1st of the 4days was stupid... 2nd 3rd and 4th was spend driving a boat.... rescueing kayaks and stuff... really boring things... coz your out there in the sea... doing nothing... with your right hand on the throttle accelerating.. decelerating... incoming wave! turn right... back to midship... thats all........................ ya... so 4 days wasted... rested 2 days... which i probably wont count as rest coz i still went out... went for rugby training... and then it was booking in for spec course

so it was spec course 2007... with eugene as OIC... me bravo OC and lim Alpha OC... this year's cohort was somewhat slackier than the others... but the treatment they received was somewhat slightly harsher than others... coz naturally we have people like me, xin ren, jin chuan, faizal shouting at the cadets till they almost pissed their pants... xin ren also shouted at alpha COY too! ahem ahem ya... and me too! i shouted at bravo COY! haha lol so the stats were kinda like 207 present, 49 3SG kinda sad and makes your blood want to burst out of your mouth and just die, coz they really suck... but bravo COY kinda made me a tiny winy bit proud.. coz they dig their boots or rather was stomping their boots really loudly... which was kinda impressive coz i didnt even ask them to.... and didnt really expect it to be that loud... ya haha.. kk nvm

back to topic...holidays are like over... FREAKING PAPERS ARE COMING BACK!!! dam scared triple A i seriously dam dam scared triple A... huiyuan and zaza u gonna hear alot of this when school reopens... coz i really FREAKING SCARED! ....... i dun wanna get gpa 2. something... freaking throwface arh... so many people will make fun of me... my family will put so much pressure on me.... keep wanting me to go NTU and NUS.. coz i think i might not make it there... so dam stupid la! i cant stand myself...i'm really dam stupid and aint that the truth!?!

so ya good luck to those whose school is reopening tmr!!! you've got like 23 minutes of holidays or rather to me, tireday left...

2007-06-08T22:11:00.000+08:00

wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo common test OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lets have a review of tests

OM- so so hopeful! hopeful life is full of hope!!! lol
EC- woohoo!!!!!! might make it, i bullshit a hell lot!!!!! life might still have hope!!
AAA- sucked to the CORE, life might not have so much hope, seriously, AAA is the freaking hell killer of all the papers... all discussing must minus this minus that, debit this credit that, stuff that i possibly not have done... so ya... crash and burn, and still burning with a a fire bigger than any ever recorded in history! this paper is soo dam depressing... i almost freaking killed myself over this paper... then i thought, y kill myself over a paper who is taught by a teacher who tells stories about butterflies... which is so obvious is plagiarism... lol she didnt cite her sources..

TODAY's MARKETING!- WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO this paper is the best!!!!!! marketing is so full of bullshit!!!! coz its dam easy and i sooo freaking bullshitted my way through!!! i hope i made good bull shit!! lol

anyway!! after paper went to watch ocean's 13!! nice show! dam funny hahaha anyway all of us were like acting as if we just grad, or we just finished main exams... hahaha its only common test!!! but still!!!!! enjoy life!! lol qiaoyu!! life is short!! haha...

2007-06-04T22:50:00.001+08:00

i wish i could die just like this

2007-06-04T22:20:00.000+08:00

haiz once again.. common test has began... i super hate this period la! can get so dam stressed!!!!!!!(lol i didnt use the F word!!) deep down inside i just wanna sit my ass down and study, but then my other stupid, lazy idiotic side of me keeps stalling for time... i so dam hate myself... no willpower and self-discipline at all... haiz... and to call myself a senior, someone who supposedly sets a role model... sucks man... my results sucks, cant help at all.. such a useless bum..

anyway... my idiotic self is working up... everytime i sit down and wanna mug.. i keep stalling.. no matter how hard frens are trying to motivate me i just cant.. i dunno why... so help me!!!, give me knife, i'll kill myself.

2007-05-22T22:33:00.000+08:00

wow recently getting injured alot, i dunno y... getting really careless lately... rugby match, seniors Vs juniors, match title itself is really intimidating,i've got the highest level of respect for the seniors coz of the way they play and their skill level arh. coz we juniors are no where near them, especially people like me, whereby we have no skills no experience at all...

anyway, SR vs JR kinda worried at first, but the thought of tackling really just boosted me, i really love tackling!! shiok arh! its the only way u can rough it out. anyway was subbed in at like 2period or so, was really lost arh coz i didnt know wad exactly my position plays other then being a forward and just crashing arh... but i was like O scrum! go go 2nd row get in!!! lol... other then that not much stuff happening arh, just played normally... tackled bout i think 4-5 people according to those sitting down... injury kicked in arh at like my 5th tackle.. tackled forgot-wads-his-name, brought him to the ground but he landed on my shoulder... and there it goes, my arm poped out of the joint.. for those curious to know wad the feeling is like, firstly, ur whole arm will go numb.. like seriously cant feel shit.. then the pain kicks in.. and u'll start to panic.. and go like omg i cant f***ing feel my arm!!!! kinda gross arh... so i was there on the ground rolling in pain.. and saw like my arm in a kinda like wrong place... like my arm was lower than usual... i was like stunned... but rolled too fast that i popped my arm back in again... haha..

then there was frisbee.. injured my toe once.. while playing at the admin field... my toes kinda cracked out of place.. not really very serious.. coz i cracked it back.. then is like after that the next frisbee training injured the same toe again... landed wrongly and there it went... lol... anyway frisbee is really fun la! i've never played it so intense before but its seriously dam fun... lemme advertise again.. anyone who wants to join pls tell me, zuo shen or jamie or anything u know in GY!! loL! its seriously like OMG out of this world kinda feeling.. the impact is there la!!
somemore your playing with superbly great amazing people like zuo, chia chen, jamie, clement, justin, racheal, huijun, feli, gifford and many many many many other wonderful people la! so ya... if u dun care bout wad people may say bout frisbee.. just come and join us.. TAKING the first step is the most important one.

2007-05-16T20:54:00.000+08:00

photos we took on the way back! haha

wow got back from diving at pulau Aur!!! i swear this is currently THE MOST, exhilirating moments of my life!!! and to clarence, faizal and jingkai, u will never regret it! i promise! u will never never regret lor! from the moment u do ur equiptment check, to the moment u get up onto the boat after ur dive...

anyway! heres wad happened for the 3 days at pulau aur!
1st day!!(excited to death!!)

ok so school ended... dragged kinda like a huge load around for long enough... suprisingly bumped into qiaoyu 3 times!! haha and it was a really funny 3 times! anywayyyyy stayed in school watching freaking dvds until it was time... the fact was i didnt even realise it was time arh until jonathan called me.. anyyyways so off we went!!! with my good buddy khaming!!! haha too bad he was kinda sick to enjoy the bus ride there..yuppp! it was dam fun la along the way, these 2 girls, qing pei and estella, me being me, a nice guy...haha! offered them some snacks, and poof! my whole packet was gone.. hah! but never mind la they were kind enough to offer chips to us.. so it was ok..ha...anyyyyywayyyyyyyyy bus ride there seemed super long.. wanted to sleep but couldnt sleep, yet my buddy slept so comfortably.. envy envy.... so after a bumpy ride, and mind u, the bus driver was dam commando la! every turn like initial D sia! scary man.. ok back again.. so we finally reached mersing.. "OK everyone off the bus!!, each person grab a dive bag!! guys help the girls!!" and onto the boat we goooooo! and this was the first time i went onto a boat by jumping and going over the 2nd level railing.. LOL boat ride there sucked totally... spent like the 1st hour chatting, playing taiti, and erm finding things to do arh...was dam tired.. so went inside to slp.. aircon was freaking cold and no space.. so went to the extreme bow to slp.. was so dam choppy arh!cant believe i almost got seasick.. reached aur and immediately went to slp... and it was dam shiokkkkkk! there was air con!! haha..

2nd day(diving diving diving!!!!!!!!)
got up! excited! shiok! new bunk mates! (khaming, kevin and jackson!) heh!
ate breakfast and prepared equipment! luckily nothing was spoilt.. so we went for our first dive! dam short la.. 6m only.. like shit la.. haha but did all the basic stuff there la..then finned for abit and finished up.. just in time for lunch.. 2nd dive! abit scary la.. couldnt see the bottom and he told us to just follow the rope down... LOL so i did so la.. 2nd one down.. quite nice! even though my nose bled again.. haha first time i'm down that deep and alive.. 12m! heh finned around alot.. i feel dam sad for the corals.. those who werent used to it kind crush afew.. i was like omg...*sign language* look out! coral!! no no! lol anyway.. its dam fun la..
hmm went up again at freshly made donuts!!!! hahaha dam nice la!!! so sinful but its dam nice! coz its freshly made!!! haha anywayyy 3rd dive. navigation at crocodile rock, this time was 40ft.. haha nose bled again! but never mind la.. navigation was fun!! anyway! the fun part has yet to come! so we went up after last dive for the day, cleaned equipment and bathed at the cleaning point together with everyone else haha! and for dinner! we had bbq!! my gosh it was dam good!! coz its bbq-ed locally! but then after that did our theory... haiz... brain teasing aarh... but still managed to pass! haha dam happy! anyway after that all of us gathered in qing pei's and estella's room haha even though it was dam small la! and the funny thing was i leaned back on the wall and bang! there was a dam hole in the wall la! and there was termites! omg dam sick.. hahaha! aiya but after that went off to take photos! and then back to bed... heard from jackson everyone snored like freaking hell arh! heh

3rd(and final day! *sob*)

last 2 dives were the best la! i finally did the back roll entry! haha dam cool la! probably coz i was the only person to do it.. haha! dam fun dam fun! last 2 dives were more of leisure arh..did the free descend dive.. so so la.. not say very cool..
then saw a whole family of nemos!!!! haha saw many many nemos and fishes that i used to own la!! in my previous salt water fish tank.. which kinda erm.. turned out bad.. haha! but the fishes were dam nice!! i wanted to cope some of the seabed sand to remember! heh so after that we were like rushing to eat lunch, which was btw, fantastic! i swear the auntie there makes a dam fierce batch of fried chicken!! hahaha! i feel its better then KFC la! its super duper uber shiok! heh

anyway boat ride back took many many photos!

2007-05-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

wahaha today was dam exciting la!!! first dive of my life!!! or should i say first time scuba of my life!!!! omg.... the experience was dam shiok! even though its only in the pool la.. but still! its dam fun!!!!! also i found out that the school's pool water is freaking digusting.. like shit all over the place... sick to the core...

anyway!!! went school today for pool orientation... did some in-processing, then equipment issuing... wahaha dam cool!!!!!!! omg... heh.. errr so we did a briefing on all the things that we're supposed to do in the pool... hmm lets see, regulator clearing, mask clearing, buoyancy control,finning, rescuing, undonning scuba thingy?!?? heh..(xin ren if u ever read this... i'm doing basic!!)

today wasssssssssss dammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahahahaha
anyway!!! since i was asked to say thiss, qiaoyu is such a nice person!!! so nice lah! my best freshie ever!!!!!!!!!!!! the best freshie anyone could have ever!!! she's the best!!!

2007-04-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

firstly i wanna start by saying happy birthday lim!!! lao auntie.. haha..

anyway today first e-commerce tutorial... project seems kinda interesting la! haha i hope i'm gonna have fun in this module... anyway... today seems kinda normal arh... after lunch went to level 5 with sky to configure our laptops... stupid thing cant map to W drive... crap arh! but nvm la...still managed to configure it anyway.. then wee kok came in.. steal my charger la!! heh then after that qiao yu came and find me coz i asked her crash my lecture.. she come in then cannot find me.. walk all the way down the hall.. hehe funny seh..haha! was on the way to lecture arh.. then firstly saw jun hui! wah lao i so sad la! my jie didnt see me!!!!!!!! but then hor she's my jie so i forgive her! coz she's the bestest jie ever!! even though she never see me coz she say i too tall... but my jie is still theeee best! haha!!

so after that me and qiaoyu went for lecture.. crap man lecture was kinda boring... no wonder huiyuan they all pon... but still i kinda learned something.. i think.. then somemore qiaoyu disturbing me throughout lecture.. then still ask me listen.. haha(ops!!) no la i'm kidding... so nvm arh.. she keep playing her game... die already ask me play.. tsk tsk.. then i beat her high score la! somemore first try muahaha! anyway... after lecture.. took bus go clementi arh then go meet faizal and clarence play lan..

after lan go causeway point celebrate lim's birthday! hahaha so cool la everyone was there... like hell lot la! but anywayyyyyyyy someone 18 le!!! y i still so small!!!!!! grrrrrrr sucks man!!!!!!! haha the funny thing was there was 8 big candles on the cake.. which meant 80 yrs old!! haha seriously old person!! then eat finish cake, xin ren start playing with the cake la!!!! my whole face kanna lor!!!!! zzzzzz smelling coffee for awhile la!!! craps man... but anywayyyyyyyyy once more... happy birthday lim!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

hmmmm since there's this big deal bout me not updating especially since i want my promotion realllllll bad... here it is...=D

recently been thinking bout many things all thanks to long bus rides from my house to yishun... stupid 855 1hr bus ride..... reminisced bout the times when i was still a puny little boy... i kept asking my mom stupid things like "Ma how old then i can go out by myself?" "Ma how old can i drive car?" "Ma dont go school can ornot? school very stupid" then u look back at present time, its all taking place, went out by myself in sec1, first place i went was cine... cant bear to imagine how stupidly i dressed back then... even so kiasu until i brought a plastic bag of clothes to change after school... then like the school bag would be super duper big.. i'm reaching legal driving age, emphasis REACHING... shit................... reaching=havent reach.. stupid stupid stupid... y must my mom give birth to me in october...... so many stupid things take place in OCT, firstly its so dam far.... 2nd its exam periods!!!!!!!! dammit.....not sure bout poly but definately for primary sch, sec sch stupid stupid... anyway... the dont go sch part was kinda a stupid question, but this proves i'm normal! coz i hated sch heh =D

anyway one can find out very cool things while taking bus..like how children communicate with their parents? like how i compared myself to other kids... saw this japanese girl bout 10 yrs old on the bus with her lill bro and her mom,she was able to take care of her bro very carefully, as if she was his mom, also the way she conversed with her mom, even though i didnt understand wad she said, but u could just sense the mutual understanding and mutual respect between mom and child... compared to me? me is like, weird.. totally different, either sometimes my parents are dam nice? like overly nice toooo nice to be good, or they're dam fierce, and i mean dammmmm fierce...... but thats me, unlike others, where they can talk nicely to their parents without any motive, just talk and chatting... whereas i cant, whenever i talk i must have a motive, like "Ma can borrow money? i no more money le...(i plan to do that soon heh)"

anyway that should be all? just writing down wad i observed la...

2007-03-15T10:51:00.000+08:00

haiz... results released... once again i've succeeded in disappointing myself, and disappointing others around who expect better from me.. somehow i feel i've never failed to do this everytime...

no doubt my results were like shit..."how to go singapore U!!"and "wah! ur results no A!! how can like that!!" thats wad my mom told me when she saw my results..always discouraging, never encouraging...something which i feel i need alot from my family... expecting to get a beating from my mom soon? just like old times... i guess i would dare to say, from this experience, that this is wad anyone should expect from guys from so-called "good" schools, family is always competitive, wanting to stay on top, wanting their children to do something which they themselves cant by all means... even though i managed to skip death coz will be going out soon, but death is inevitable.. how long can i run? luckily i bought all those things from IT fair BEFORE my results haha..

even though my friends did "badly" but the pressure is always there... to stay competitive... sometimes i wonder why i entered business... i myself know that i can study, but everytime i want to, i cant, i'm always too lazy... even though i realise the urgency of the situation, i feel i dun need to do anything... this may pose as a minor problem to most because they can overcome it using wadever means necessary but i dun know y i cant? something which i've been thinking since i was primary 4 or so...everytime people tell me, "do better next sem", "study harder arh.." i keep finding that i cant... i dunno y!! i'm so helpless...maybe thats wad i am, helpless.. or hopeless rather...

2007-02-25T16:38:00.001+08:00

i want to slp leh.........

2007-02-24T23:27:00.000+08:00

hmm let's see... quite a long time since i updated..anyway recently..
woke up early.. took bus down to khatib to meet fen nie to take cab.. guess i too kan chiong arh.. left the house too early then reach there with 1hr to spare.. so went to eat something instead then went back mrt to wait for fen nie.. then from there can see fen nie runnnniiinnngggg across the bridge lol anyway... took cab then went to pick lim up then go lstc.. then found out that miss lim could break open the gate without any help! lol ok la not break open.. push open! haha.. but stil.. my first time there so ya.. then jingkai they all came then conducted sea training... cool man drive rubber dinghy haha...
hmmm so after sea training all of us went to catch a movie.."just follow law" dam funny la!!! jack neo's movies are the goodest man! lol but anyway after that, us guys went to sembawang while girls went home, went sembawang for ake briefing, actually realised that everything was really really messy and can be really stressing, somemore i the kind that will stress if got little problem.. so ya..after briefing went to repair boats, but i think we all just went there to try and start motor arh.. coz thats wad i was doing most of the time.. hmm got new muscle growing.. haha..

anyway... 1st day of ake prep training

didnt really sleep much la.. woke up like 5 times the whole nite i dunno y... and the air con was freaking freaking cold.. so that didnt really help us slp.. woke up went downstairs then just stoned...didnt really have much appetite... food sucked.. stomach was like shivering the whole time..i guess i was really excited about the thought that maybe i was gonna drive a boat on my own.. but then really really disappointed... i had to stay on land the whole morning shift while the others went out... y? coz i had to train the boat boys.. i just feel that me training the boat boys wasnt really a good idea...but then nvm arh.. just went and orientated them for awhile then after that lt. JJ took over.. then went morning shift came back, i listened to all the wonderful stories that i missed while i was on shore.. but nvm arh.. went out in the afternoon.. after whaler had a change of engine.. quite shiok arh but hard to turn.. first time solo.. then first time solo again to rescue cap. I guess i kinda panicked? went in too fast... luckily i cut the engine.. but then that time was like cat 1.. quite scary arh.. for my first time.. lim also took over for awhile then realised she wasnt suitable for backstick.. jiayoU! lol

anyway after that was supposed to recover boat... i dunno wad went wrong la.. some people quite sad.. then i on the boat.. cannot do anything for my friend.. felt so so so helpless.. and that feeling sucked.. guess that affected my boat recovery.. kinda messed up.. recovered like shit coz jingkai still had to go down and push back to place.. i felt like a loser la at that point of time... i couldnt do anything! i just sat there like a idiot and watched.... i just wanted to die..i think just by saying sorry couldnt really express much arh.. everytime i say sorry i just want to die.. coz i know people will think i'm just saying it for the sake of saying it.. like everytime i want to tell the truth.. people say i'm lying maybe i'm just oversensitive.. but still..saying sorry is like the densiest thing someone can do to cover up their wrong doings.. but then sometimes its just so helpless that there's nothing u can do but just say sorry.. just like not being able to help my friends....its like whenever ur friends need help, u just cant lend a helping hand.. and that makes u feel sooo dam useless,so unfit to BE a friend.. So throughout the rest of the day, i just felt so stupid... so useless... some stupid shit oic post.. so wad.... big deal! i dun even respect myself! so i'll feel ok whenever someone scolds me.. i'm never confident of myself.. never..

2007-02-09T20:08:00.000+08:00

i just got my ppcdl license!!!!!!! dam excited!!!!!!!! but why the hell must it be in the middle of exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhh i want to drive but yet i cant!!!! somemore i can die of stress because of exams!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh tmr is macro i'm seriously worried, i dont want to fail even though i'm mugging like freaking shit crazy now....(decided to spare like few minutes to shout/type it all out), i have no confidence in my POA today shit man..... i was like practicing like hell... i was confident i could do it, but then when i started the paper, i sort of blanked out..... all the worrying and nervousness got to me.... i couldnt remember wad i was supposed to know learnt....... zzzz i'm really praying for the best that i can pass this exams, let alone do well... i do not want to retake any modules! i hope someone up there likes me, maybe do a little disk clean up or defragmentation on my brain... just let me finish up macro!!!!! and delete files! and store management notes in my braiN!!!! how i wish i was a computer rite now........

2007-01-22T00:03:00.000+08:00

dammit la! i hate school i so freaking hate school!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to kill myself like seriously.... i dunno, i feel as though all the teachers hate me, the stupid POA teacher is like biased against me, the bca teacher hates me,dammit!!!!!!!!!!! and i failed macro!, i just lost 6% for bca just like that coz my freaking SAM didnt work!!!!!!!! omg.....

! god dammit!i just want to jump off and kill myself, even though it would be a self-less act, but still theres no one to turn to... no one who i willing to listen... i think if i kill myself, no one would notice the difference...zzzzzzzzz dammit i feel so dam stressed nowwwwwwwww i need help! i need someone.........!!!!!! zzzzz GOD DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel like quitting sch!!!!!!!!

2007-01-16T00:24:00.000+08:00

hmmm nothing to do now... guess i shall update abit bah
lets see.... recently... went to kellong again for the 3rd time, with lim, yi zhou, his gf, clarence and his brother

saturday after work went orchard to meet yi zhou then go kbox 2 of us only sia.. once again, sang from 1130 to bout 5 or so.. wahhhh chiong sia! actually supposed to meet sky they all la but guess their too tired arh... i was tired also! after singing for so long.. guess we both fell aslp in kbox haha!
So we took a cab back to yi zhou's place to bathe arh... i just plopped on his bed and fell aslp straight away! then woke up again to bathe... then fell aslp again haha! funny thing was, went i went to bed, zhou's dad woke up and saw me, guess he kinda got a shock la, thinking how come his son became so big sized haha!!! so ya after that went sun plaza to meet the others, lim, clarence and his gf. was so tired la! never really knew i could slp and walk at the same time! maybe thats slpwalking?? haha...went to macs, slept for awhile and woke up coz his gf came, so we left to meet lim at the taxi stand... but i went to draw money, so coincidentally met lim at the place where only rich people went and poor people like me dreads the go... POSB ATM MACHINE! yaaa then went back to take cab with the other 2

clarence was late

ya reached yatch club then got everything ready... clarence was still late... ya.. so we got more thing ready... and clarence finally came! with mini-clarence hahaha i swear they both mirror images la!! except one is smaller ahaha! so we left for the kellong, with capt. jamie(zhou's gf) in-charge... lets see... it was a slow ride there haha however she managed to do better with the waves unlike someone?? hahaha ahem ahem... without causing unnecessary swamping of the boat haha! so we reached punggol point where mini-clarence took over, dam he was a slow and TERRIFIED driver hahaha somehow the word die kept coming out of his mouth hahaha

then we reached the kellong where expert maj lee berthed perfectly as usual..
the uncle caught the fish and DAM it was HUGE!!!!! not the kind u'll find dangling at the tip of ur fishing pole.. and the uncle killed the fish la! quite cool arh all the blood haha should be rated m18, not advisable for people with weak hearts haha... anyway after eating, went out to practice abit.. ABIT was really abit coz i was like 70% boat boy la haha and the rain was super cold! my gosh...

the trip home was so freaking cold! somehow i managed to fall aslp... and woke up again suprisingly at one point we were so dam cold to the police coast guard boat!!! like side by side haha! maybe they thought we were terrorist haha

anyway after reaching safyc, we sat there for like how long! coz it was still raining... and cold!
haha it was dam funny btw, we were at the benches there shooting clarence arh coz he has an excuse for almost everything! and his excuses are sometimes dam stupid and dam ridiculous! i swear u can vomit blood talking to him coz its so dam difficult for him to admit that he is in the wrong! hahaha
ya.. but fortunately, clarence parents could fetch us otherwise we would still be there... ya after that went home arh... send lim to her very very very long queue, and saw yi zhou and his gf also.. then went back to wait for the bus... and the 1hr long bus ride... where i fell aslp while reading the newspaper haiz........

2007-01-05T09:05:00.000+08:00

arghhh freak... stupid me.. came to class to early.. thought it started at 9, when actually its 10... dmmit.. so here i am sitting in a empty classroom doing nothing... zz guess it proves lim's theory that i'm blur right. haiz... this sucks!!!!!!

anyway first week of sch was hectic hectic hectic!!! all the stupid projects must chiong!! arh... friday hand up, wed and thurs chiong!! haha power sia! qouite cool la... stay back in sch until library close.. then must take all those photos and suff then wini they all must write the report and everything... guess everyone never sleep properly bah... tired tired tired... then somemore get back common test results.. totally sucks... didnt expect my bca to do that well though... maybe i'm more computer inclined?? haha..

more stressing is that sat is ppcdl practical is this sat la!!!!! shit man... dunno how i'm gonna pass... by some miraculous miracle la i hope... after that, can prepare passport sized photo lo!!! hahaha... i think lim sure pass la! so smart.. dam scared berthing and all the 10 items to check for.... later my boat sink how?!!?!?!? haha!!!!!! that'll be dam cool la!!!! hahahahaha mad mad

if i pass, other boaters should look out for me! just in case! haha....

2006-12-27T22:34:00.000+08:00

woo! (i'm not calling myself) i should start making blogging a habit hmm...
dam these rainy days so cold!!!!!!!! makes my feet so so so cold haha.. dam.. shit i'm hungry now la..

wah last few days were crazy la! forgot when arh when to K-box with huiyuan and eugene wahhh si bei crazy la!! sing from 11pm to 5+ am can die man.. wad i learnt from k-box, my voice keeps zao sia-ing haha...lets try that again some time man haha..

so then again, ystd got new staff at the cafe, audrey's sis yea! got tu di man! haha... then since no one got train properly haha! actually all quite simple arh..but nvm!

hmm i'm so looking forward to the chalet la! 3 days 2 nites! but then!!!!!!its gonna drain my allowance dammit... i cant seem to hold onto my allowance for less than a couple or days!!! omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arh!!! apply LMS... anger management skills, SAVE MONEY!!! .....

2006-12-21T01:25:00.000+08:00

wahh finally updated after 2months!! haha even though no one will read but still.. haha..
hmm so much has happened after 2 months.. erm most important is.. common test is over!! but then holidays still must do projects... seems like yesterday that school just only started... hmm how i long for the freedom after O levels... so jealous of those sec4s la... soon it'll be semester exam again.. all the stupid stress once again its here... then we'll all be yr2.. haiz..

suddenly i've realised how meaningful long bus rides are... it lets u think about many things... things that u dont normally go and think about, minor issues, major issues.. wadsoever.. but still it lets me think about my future... heh! wad future do i have!!! haha..just ever so lonely and bored... haha sry to all those people out there who have suffered from me being bored! aha.. i seek forgiveness..

lets see.. today, had "training" so- called training... go down to sch in no.4, play soccer.. lol orchid park Vs barker... 1st round 2-1 we won, 2nd round part As, 6-1 we lost.. how dam pathetic haha... but seriously.. Part As have no future in soccer, and should not harbour any hopes in professional football... coz they suck!!! lol... just from playing keeper can see le la.. sian.. then after soccer go play lan with li hng they all BF2.. then supposed to go meet lim they all.. but then at khatib, xin ren call me say movie at 4 plus... then ok arh... like lots of time to kill, so go meet them at canberra.. hmm ok la.. at least they have proper training, proper AAR, proper ermmm talking to the specs.. compared to my unit good gosh... nvm nvm...

after that go clarence house, lim and xin ren were so lazy la... dun wan take off boots, so do wad?? tie plastic bag around boots and walk in... haha.. go there slack around.. i slept... then book movie tickets for golden flower curse.. i woke up and saw maj lee in the room?!?! lol!! i tot i was dreaming arh.. haha! but is really maj lee.. then he kindly offered to send us to yishun for the movie.. haha kanna squashed in his small little car haha...

after movie go jalan jalan.. faizal left, so sad awwww bye!! haha somehow i went and bought a pair of swimming trunks.. mini piece of cloth... hmmm anyone and everyone's gonna laugh their ass of seeing me in that la haha... that'll be sunday.. D-DAY... then went and take neo prints! me, lim, xin ren and clarence! haha.. quite fun arh, dam long never take le, all the s/clts pls gather for neoprints! hahaha.. then after that go home orh! but then a certain person had to top up her ez-link card arh so go the machine, then after that, that certain person found out she already topped up in the morning! haha! dam funny.. blur blur!! still call me sotong =P haha...

2006-10-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

wah 2nd week of school sucks.....
homework all coming!!!!! wahhh chiong arh!!!!! chiong and die!!! yea!!!!!

anyway i finally gave up doing macro homework zzzz...no mood to do sia.. i guess we're all still in the holiday mood bah... gotta break away from that lifestyle man otherwise its a straight road to hell.......

anyway came back from work just now... work was super hectic la.. run here run there make this drink make that drink, run out of glasses then use plastic cup... Reminds me of my primary sch funfair la... those class stalls arh sell food sell drinks... young entrepreneurs... lol little bit of cock ups arh panic like hell haha
but then today special arh got alot of people, a group of 20 poeple... dam thats a shit lot of people for a small cafe haha so naturally it was stupid....

anyway just found out got some change in timetable... which is dam stupid...

written comm lecture was like changed to thursday then now thursday ends at like 4... wtf man

but anyway thats life for u, keeps on throwing surprising at u hoping u'll fall, but i guess we gotta learn to be more adaptive to changed around us... .........stupid timetable......

eheh btw new nickname for lim haha FATTY! lol sotong is alright for me haha me sotong, u fatty!!! haha crap sia.... i dare u put fatty chicken on ur polo tee haha i dun mind sotong on mine

2006-10-17T00:11:00.000+08:00

man today's the first day of sch... HOW EXCITING!!!!!!!! wahaha first lecture of 2nd sem... POA dam... sounds interesting at first ahah assets, liabilities and equities and stuff blah blah blah then suddenly i fell aslp.. dam... bad move... haha somehow i fell aslp but i was still able to listen? so ya.. haha

anyway after lecture didnt know do wad leh.. go library watch spongebob haha then went to cheers to wait for zhi wei they all... then joined their lecture haha and guess wad.. it was micro haha first lecture of micro how interesting... ppf fallacies and stuff haha i fell aslp too haha

then after that went out with them... i was so dam in the mood for pool la but then turns out they didnt have money which they mentioned when we were like so close to lucky plaza... sian diao... like freaking nothing to do... starting to get frustrated everytime we go town coz it always the same routine over and over and over again!!!!!! my gosh...

lets go thru it again.. firstly, we stop at far east, go lvl 1 get fried mars bar, the walk around all the levels of far east... then we walk down towards heeren... however today we made a stop a paragon then walked all levels of paragon then went towards heeren... going into heeren we'll again walk ALL floors of heeren without doing much... however today we went HMV then stayed there to watch prison break on their mega tv haha then like nothing to do already... normally we'll cross the road walk up mandrin hotel towards taka then probably back down again... however we went towards cine then went home...

imagine doing this over and over and over again everytime u went to town... dunno bout u but i'm dam irritated arh.. once in a while ok la... but then haiz....during the holidays is like, imagine going through so much trouble, waking up so early, dress nice nice take bus go town.. then do this then go home... dam i'll die of boredom...

2006-10-08T01:01:00.000+08:00

wahaha i'm 17!!!!! so freaking happy la!!!
first time so many people wish me happy birthday!!! hahahaha so so so so so so so happy!!!!!!!!!
my gosh... hahaha anyway to those who wished me happy birthday just wanna say thanks for remembering!!!! to those who didnt.... ur so dead la if i find u.... no la!!!!! i understand u all hate me rite?!?!?!?! *sniff sniff* haha no la its ok i understand man... haha kk

2006-10-05T20:30:00.000+08:00

Single or Taken?
single and unavailable! lol

Are you happy with your life now?
hey wads there to not be happy with?? one should be contented with wad he has =D theres so many great people out there, too many to be named in fact! if ur reading this, ur a great person!! haha

When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast?
hmmm.... dun think so? coz it's probably a crush or something... but if it is the RIGHT person, u'll like get a very good feeling, but sometimes u cant even trust ur feelings? so ya... feelings gotta be nurtured so it'll probably take a while lor...

Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
nahhh if u really really love the person to death, u'd never cheat on him/her in the first place, coz u wont have time to cheat on that person! haha, even if there are such circumstances that would probably "allow" a normal person to cheat on another, there's probably also another solution to that situation.. so ya look hard!

Have you ever talked about marriage with another before?
hmm not that i cant remember... maybe i did??? but could be about like "i wanna get a dog when i get married la!"

How old and where you want your wedding to be at.
how old: when the time is rite!
where: somewhere cool, like the beach! or underwater!! hahaha

Do you want children?
definately!!! who doesnt!?

How many?
as many as possible until theres no space in the house!!! no la... probably a few here and there heh

Would you ever consider adoption?
possibly???? adopting is quite cool come to think of it... u'll be saving a small innocent kid's life la!
even though the mom would be sad to put up the kid for adoption, but i'll probably give the mom rights to visit her kid la... so ya... would be quite cool heh!

If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his/her feeling?
1st thing 1st, doubt anyone will like me =D but in the rare unearthly even that that happens, telling me in the face would be nice, but i'll probably die from shock haha.. but a slow approach would be nice... or finding out through a fren would be quite cute haha

Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
hmmm... one can get jealous just looking at those lovey dovey couples and u'll probably be thinking, "how i wish i could have some of that haha" even though some relationships may hurt, some may be everlasting so ya probably would enjoy. =D

Be honest. What is the furtherest thing you and your ex did?
no ex la dey...

Do you believe in love at first sight?
didnt i answer this just now???? but anyway, could probably happen, could probably not, could hop it happens?? heh

Are you romantic?
how would i know if i'm romantic?! i cant possibly be eating a candlelight dinner with myself and giving myself roses and chocolates during valentines... heh weirdo.. but i dunno not for me to decide..

Do you believe you can change someone?
if a person is willing to change, then yea i believe i could...

If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
hmmm somewhere? i dunno... wasnt this question asked already?!?!?!? doh...

Do you give in easily when you're fighting?
depends... if i think the matter isnt really that big a deal, i would cause like it could cause fractures in a relationship, so i rather take a step back... however if its really wrong and that its quite serious i will not give in so easily...

Do you have feelings for someone right now?
not really

Do you wished that you could have someone but you messed it up?
err yup!!! haha some people may know heh heh...actually i will mess up most things i do haha

Have you ever broken a heart?
hmmm maybe??? i'm probably too dense to notice... but maybe...

If one day your best friend falls in love with the person you're deeply in love with, what will you do?
if its my best fren, and if he really really likes the girl i'll probably give in

Are you missing someone right now?
ya!!!!!!! all my frens!!! ncc frens, ngee ann frens, tb06 frens (huiyuan, sarah,eugene, sky, all the rest la..) and alot alot alot more!! cant remember hehe

Now, you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs, write down their names in the list below. Tag them in their blogs to let them know
shit i dun even know who has a blog...
1. sarah again!!( for taggin me, dunno if valid haha)
2. johnny!
3. jiexi
4. tentative
5. tentative

2006-10-02T22:26:00.000+08:00

wow wow long time no post.. anyway since i never post for so long, this post is gonna be freaking long... i think....=D

kk more recently...CAPS hotel!!! wah it was super fun la... ELs ai zhai!! firstly... honestly i think there wasnt much enthusiasm... but then it was still quite fun la... .. the expedition itself i tot had quite a few cock ups but then overall quite successful la. man srry winston! cause so much trouble for u on the way there sia... coz our kayak keeps heading towards the channel then we supposed to cover the left wing... instead we ended up like near the back... so yea... SORRY!!X1000000000
,after we reached st. john's, i discovered that all ELs were doing was guarding the canoes and stuff so ya... quite boring arh so we found our own things to do lor... swam, kayak around the area and stuff yaa... camp fire was interesting too haha! toothpick!!!! ops!
then on the journey back... partnered jun wei! wah quite fun sia! i think we went quite fast arh... coz we keep going past CEL but ya haha had fun la! found out he's gonna have a house on sentosa man... wow reach kid !!!! but haha cool quite near me i think...
haha anyway CAPS was fun la...

hmmm last month went for ppcdl!!! wahaha somehow most of the contents seemed dam familar la! coz it was like CAI all over again..but most of the theory was easy to understand la... except it was dam frustrating to remember all the ball stuff and flag things! wow super many things la...

anyway moving on to the practical, all was fine la! moving out of jetty, man over board but then until the berthing.... i think i did quite badly la for the practice... haiz... had to try so many times lor! but like te instructor said.... BE PATIENT!!! dont play with the steering wheel!haha.. o ya
then during the first few parts of the practical, the boat we used was freaking lousy la!!! stupid steering wheel cannot turn one sia....haha the yvonne lim go do the figure of 8 haha so funny!! coz she cannot turn the thing back, then is like the boat turn round and round in circles haha!!!

anyway thats most of the things i can think off la... also quite lazy to blog hahaha

2006-08-31T22:17:00.000+08:00

hmmmm now holidays bah...
anyway tmr is teacher's day!! so yea happy teachers day!!!!! to all those great and wonderful teachers at barker!!! how u all managed to put up with our nonsense and stupid things that we do, will always be a mystery to us all.... but anyway tmr's ur day!!!

but now holidays hor, very stress arh.... from nothing then suddenly come out so many activities wahhh can die sia... got ppcdl, got camps, got work, got training, got this got that.....
so yea to those out there, if cannot make ur outing are whatsoever, pls forgive me!!!
if physical possible, i will try to compromise and make every outing arh.... sorry!!!!!!

anyway carol!!!!dont go!!!!! hahaha lucky today got msg u otherwise go also dunno haha anyway take care! cya soon!

2006-08-25T22:19:00.000+08:00

wah finally exams are over!!!!!!
SOOOOO happy!!!!!!!! but then dam depressed at the same time..
stupid stats!!!! destroy people's mood...zzzz
anyway that day after paper when to queensway suposedly to buy shoe... then go there saw alot alot of shoes, then blur, then saw a nike, 124 bucks!! shit was short of 24 bucks..... dam... anyways it was quite nice arh i thought... coz its like, the back part is black, then the front part is white and grey i think... the uncle say wad limited edition.. wtf???but like most of the place the price also the same arh.. so ya maybe its probably like that bah..

ya hope to have more outings arh

but then will be freaking busy arh these few days, got like camps and stuff
and yay i'm learning boat license!! haha hope to pass... stupid lessons make me miss so many things...
then starting work soon at my old workplace so ya busy busy busy

exams!!!

2006-08-14T01:22:00.000+08:00

exams are here for all!!!
o no... its the most dreaded period of all lah!! at this time, u would rather do projects man.... or rather, i would!!!
stupid exams...i hope i dun repeat any module!!! its like 1st yr poly.... cannot repeat!! self-set standard...

anyway, to all: study hard!! dun slack!!! motivate urself!!!!!! all the way!!!!!!
hmmm to me: stop slacking!!!! omg.... super freaking slack la!!!! stop it!!!! go study!! cannot let ur frens and especially urself down!!!!!!!!!! omfg...

gosh... i'm asking people to study hard when i myself am not setting an example... haiz... com'on.. go go go stupid me enlighten myself and start studying....

2006-08-10T01:40:00.000+08:00

wah finally after so long i blog again!
will miracles ever cease!!!!! hahaha

anyway today is national day!!!!!!! happy national day!!!! wahaha or rather yesterday was national day! haha

but quite cool arh class outing today also! so fun arh!!! go city hall meet huiyuan, sarah, denise and eugene haha then go marina square watch movie then sky come also! cool man the show was dam nice arh!! like i said, adam sandler shows are never let downs, always a must-watch! haha quite sad arh the show but then in the end the ending was good so yea haha ITS A VERY NICE SHOW!!!!!!! GO WATCH!!!!!

anways after that go kallang to watch fireworks
went to macs to wait for nadine and sky, then saw the apache and planes fly here and there, so cool arh!!!!!! imagine u were one of the pilots up there!!!! so exciting arh... and if u were in the guard-of-honour contingents... wahhhh the honour and glory!! but so sad arh national stadium going to demolish haiz....

after the dam nice fireworks, we went geylang to eat arh so shiok!! frog leg porridge, todu, cai lan and deer meat!! wah dam nice!!!!!! i go eat the head la wah dam sick man.. got the 2 eyeballs!! yucks ahaha but then the rest were dam nice arh! the frog leg so nice and tender and soft!! yummy!! the deer meat also rocks!!but the bill also dam nice arh haha 92.45 man all of us were broke la... crap man... eat finish then denise parents come fetch her... so lucky!! someomore mercedes leh!!! wahaha rich girl!!! then after that sky also go le...then walk down geylang go da bao beancurd then saw prostitutes!! ahaha sick man... all the despo lao aunties yucks yucks and more yucks..

nd sarah to the bus stop ahaha she so ke lian stuck on the bus with so many people ahahaafter she an quan on the bus we all walk to mrt go home...

but the fireworks was dam nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahahaha

2006-07-10T03:00:00.000+08:00

hmm finally i'm updating!!!!! ahaha wow
anyway not much things happening, worried bout studies arh... stupid CATS!!!!! grrr so irritating, somemore i group leader... CATS-phobia

dam anyway, watching fast-food cup finals, delifrance against pizza hut! of course the winner would be delifrance!!!!( but pizza hut food nicer??) lol haha

quite boring arh want to update but lazy update, have to type so many things ahaha lazy bugger... so many things have happened but i dun think can remember all bah...

final term exams coming up!!!! my gosh so dam scary.... my first exam in poly!!!!! cannot fail!!!! buck up stats and econs!the rest should be ok la... and ocomm!!! never go lecture one then in tutorial never listen haiz.... die arhhhh

then back in sch( ACS) got NDP rehearsals, so used to HQ standard arh, go back to sch arh enthu level drops to -50000000 cadets all so slack, got training dun come, somemore GO freaking H!!! wth man this kinda standard no.1 with rifles*(^*%&^!*&#^*!^!!!!!!!!!! shit man so hope they dun embarrass themselves zzzzzzzzz people ask me y i go back to my unit, standard sucks, go back for wad.... coz i felt that they can be changed and can improve the standard, but starting to doubt my believes, part Cs are gonna take over, which is making me worry even more mind u.... someone help me to help them!!! give stupid excuse say needa study, when the hell did they ever become so studious!!! please la... stop deceiving urselves!!!! just come down for freaking training and just listen for ur sakes...how i wish i was born like freaking many years ago... when people were more disciplined.... zzzzzzzzzzzzz

anyway go slp le la... si bei sian

2006-07-04T21:55:00.000+08:00

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFf.............................
screw evrything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-06-16T15:44:00.000+08:00

wah ystd was dam fun!!
go watch movie with jason, kok teng and my auntie!!!!!!!! hahaha
silent hill.....
gory show.... all the blood everywhere, people kanna kill torn to pieces, barbed wire flying everywhere killing everyone..... living hell???? my gosh... kanna cheated...

auntie first time cheat people, cheat until 4 people....
1st person she cheated- jason ( free drinks)
2nd person- HER OWN NEPHEW!!!!!!!! ( free movie tickets)
3rd person- kok teng (tell him got other people coming)
4th person- cinema auntie (NC-16 show, and she's 15.....)

haiyo auntie arh auntie........

after that go work... sian until cannot sian... supervisor treat beer, then watch soccer... ecudor and forgot wad le... not exciting.... hmmm got new staff? joyce's her name yea... all say pretty girl pretty girl... work only... eye candy la.... haha work until 12, then walk to bus stop
some how bus stop got wireless??? wth... i found out coz my msn suddenly got the sound where people talk to me... then chat at the busstop for a while (weirdo...) yea... chat halfway then got police car drive past...(i think they thinking crazy fellow sitting at busstop using laptop... terrorist?) haha... then decided to walk home la...s ince the b us never come...

didnt know walking home also so scary.... listening to music... then walking... everywhere so dark..... dont dare to look up in the trees... later see dirty things haha(think too much la..) finally reach home .... watch soccer!!!!!!

england and trinidad 2-0!!!!!!

england like not full form... tirnidad's play is dam good... but too bad.... england's better!!!!!!! yeah!!!!! hahaha gerrard and crouch alllll the way!!!!! rooney rocks too!!!!! too bad his shot never hit la... otherwise would be dam nice....yea...

2006-06-12T01:20:00.000+08:00

wahhhh holidays are here!!!!!! ahaha so many things has happened haha coz i lazy to blog leh...
lets start from ake(annual kayaking expedition) for those who dunno
i shall summarize coz cant remember the details...

er ake.... me: sea party 2ic
most of time i can remember is ba chang is a stupid fat ass who think he dam big....
anyway.... spent like the whole expedition on the assault boat thats y... for those who asks me y i so tan when i go to school, the infamous assault boat is a huge chunk of metal, made into a huge bathtub-like boat, painted green and will be dam freaking hot in the afternoon and mid-noon sun...yea.... but 40 horse power chiong arh... shiok man... haha for those who have sat and gotten sea sick... too bad.... but its dam fun...
key point in AKE was that at changi BEACH.
CHANGI BEACH was the lunch point for day 1 ake.. after lunch when we went back to the 8 assault boats beached up... surprise surprise... was coming to high tide, most of the assault boats were flooded with water, suffered damages coz boats were pushed and hit against each other.... 2 were seriously flooded (half full to be exact) 1 of which was my boat... i was bailing water like freaking crazy with the dam tool box.... no use... so everyone had to lift the assault boat and drain all the water out.... engine flooded... had problems but managed to make it throughout....

reached changi sea trg center in 1 piece.... then after that park the boats went to relax... saw auntie!! ahaha slacker inside the room slping... lazy auntie.... haha fast forward to nite time.... had to study for the freaking common test... dam stressful.. but in the end was too freaking tired to study so i fell aslp... woke up then had to prepare the boats for the remaining expedition....thenme and auntie was like bye bye bye bye quite alot of times... but then was like the last goodbye was at amber beacon... it was such a sad moment coz wont be seeing some of them for a long while...='( really gonna miss the ake crew...hope to meet up again...

ok now moving on common test
quite stressful is all i have to say...
quite slack arh the way they test coz can like cheat and copy... but i'm vey honest!!!!!! hahahaha those who are reading dun laugh hahaha

next spec course

me: platoon commander of alpha 2
alpha 2 all the way!!!!!!!!
realised joel's sister was in my platoon... i was like crap... found out she quite like joel leh... irritating... sarcastic hahaha joking la... but she looks hell lot like joel.... the face structure... haha anyway... never really expected myself to be teaching judging distances and target indication... had to test them the different stations and stuff... was screaming at them like mad, wad to do? specialist course! gotta expect standard from them... the beginning of their instructor lives! they have to have standard in teaching their own cadets...\

after all the screaming and shouting at them, the appraizals in the end made my day ahaha i was so happy and proud of my platoon!! =D

p.s that stupid asshole who "stole" my laptop, u better watch out. 2lt so wad, think i give a shit? taking without permission= stealing, go get urself familiarised with the singapore law dumbass before thinking that ur trying to teach me a lesson.....if i ever catch u trying to touch my stuff, if a single hair of urs touches my stuff...i'll f*** u up so dam badly even ur parents wont recognise u...
srr for using obscene languages on my blog

anyway to those reading my blog,

to my classmates tb06-> enjoy ur holidays!!!!! have fun!! get ready for class outing soon! miss ya guys!

to ake crew-> had lotsa fun with u all! boat crew u guys did a superb job,times when i could come down to help u all i apologise sincerely coz i really wanted to go down, but i had lessons... srry!!! but overall ake 06 was a success!! thanks to u guys, without u all there wouldnt be safety coverage and no ake! good job!

to spec course people-> had a fun time!!! combined spec course with central i like! haha to apc darul, times i liked and didnt like but i had fun. for my platoon, u guys were splendid, quick learners and u all deserve my utmost respect! go back and do a great job for ur units! to the command group of spec course excellent job, a huge success!!!! oic ridzman rocks, 2ic farah even though u almost lost my thumbdrive excellent leadership and handling of the course, RSM khairi-> blardy joker haha funny guy! good job!!!

2006-05-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

wah ok long time no blog, now kinda settled down in school liao...(kinda hate CATS), chiong homework, chiong lectures(even though CIP dam boring arh)chiong canoeing(quite tough leh, wont say chiong) common test in 2 weeks!!!!!!! omg!!! how come days are passing so quickly?!?!?!?!?! tehy say time flies when ur having fun, am i having fun???? so many projects!!!!!!! chiong ARH!!!!!!!! everything chiong!!!!!!!! later chiong too much then tired leh....

somehow like starting to slack, the other day supposed to study in library leh, but ended up going to play pool with shi ling , yvonne and zhi wei. HAHA quite fun leh!!!! i said that shi ling said that i spoil the wall in mambo pool!! hahaha anyway heres the pic that shi ling took with her hp,

the small little white spot is the hole i made, haha i look so dumb....

anw back to TODAY, quite slack arh today... OB lecture then CIP boring lecture then CIP tutorial 3 hrs song bo... play america's army hahaha compliments to eugene(cannot save last mission leh then cannot advance to next stage... zzzz)

after that canoeing training wahhhhhh run different route, siong leh.... breath like never breath liddat... gasping for air man... literally!!!!then reach home 11pm then blog?!?!?!!? omg supposed to do micro econs tutorial!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!! k bye

2006-05-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

hello!!!! wah sch start like how long liao man haha now then update... frekaing lazy la...
anyway if u all think poly life dam simple, come sch see eye candy only arh... think twice man...
lectures are chim, dun understand sian lor...then tutorials, homework quite hard leh... but arh can cope la...
week 7 common test... sian leh.... so fast lor... anyway plans for this year: chiong all the way la... cannot slack liao....i wan ADs!!!!!!!! quite a dream arh but dreams can be acheived if u persevere!! ahahaha anyway for those who dont know, i joined canoeing club! haha trainings dam siong.... haha not just canoeing leh mind u..... land trainings siong man....

anyway met lotsa new frens la...quite cool people haha... my new class tb06!!! u all rock la.... except AARON!!!!! no la cool guy la aaron hahaeven though kanna kp like siao, like he 24/7 pms nothing to do... hahaha fun la... but arh schedule quite hectic also la... sian man haha

also congrats to those who just finished their mid years!!! haha i know jiexi is dam happy haha....
but arh look forward to ur prelims and Os hahahaha still can remember the stressful times which i think everyone else can be traumatised by hahaha

anyway hope to see many juniors in NP hahaha join me there and have hell of a time ahaha... yea NP rocks!!

2006-04-27T20:10:00.000+08:00

wah next week school starting le.... not gonna see much of my OG le... except during lecture la... but i doubt we'll still be as lively and stuff.... omg man... this so freaking sucks....
people in the other leceture group take care, not that we'll never see each other again... but quite hard... coz we'll like stick with each other's tutorial group.... so yea.. hope we dont treat each other as strangers when we walk along np, along the atirum, canteen 1 blah blah blah.... and not ignore each other... may we always remain as frens forever, and also loking forward to tmr's outing...even though its our first outing, may it not be our last.... even though some of us may not know each other as well, always remember we were from the same OG and that we'll always have time for each other :D

2006-04-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

wah orientation was dam fun la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ohmygosh.... at first went for orientation with people saying stuff like "wah np business lots of girls lor!!" but in the end doesnt matter la everyone is super nice to hang out with especially FM 7!!!!!! u guys rock man!!!!!!! even though i still cant remember some of the names lor.... only can remembe a few... ce hui, serene, chia chen( we're not gay!!), kenedict, kelvin, joshua and the rest cant remember...
ok lets see....

DAY 1

went there, didnt know where the heck was the sushi stall.... thought it was the jap stall la... ubt jap stall doesnt sell sushi!!!!!! ahaha then after that just went to the group with maroon clour shirt... saw the SBs ai ping and lawsonn (they were great mind u....)yea and for the first time i saw my group la... at first everyone were like anti-social and stuff la... all using handphone never talk until ai ping call us intro ourselves... then only me and chia chen same sch.. then after that was like ice breakers.... game was confusing but fun the concentration game... wah kanna sabo by serene... call my name then i never hear... kanna forfeit do some dance... then after that i go call ce hui's name wrongly then i sabo myself and her... 2nd time forfeit...(life sucks doesnt it) haiz that was all for first day...

DAY 2

met at sushi stall agian...FINALLY know where the sushi stall is!!!yea!!! today was kinda like a sports day then everyone was like dressed really sporty and stuff... ok nvm not really la... bough a hang ten maroon shirt coz no maroon shirt... yea then went around the school playing games and stuff... quite fun la... cheer until no voice wah lao so suay sia... orientation sore throat then voice like wad sia... sound so stupid... yea then all of us were like finally talking to each other!!! yay!!!!!!! finally we talked.... then crap alot with ai ping la... especially kenedict haha asking for whack by ai ping lor he.... yea anyway was dam fun lor that day!! yea then like the dance people had to stay back till dam late lor poor thing...

DAY 3

wah today was like considered the final day la.... went to watch performances by the different groups... and FM 7 was superb!!!! ballroom dancing and hip hop dance !!!! really cool stuf.... thats y WE WON BEST OG!!!!! yea!!!! we xia suay all the other groups haha dam bad but WE HAVE WON THE WAR WE HAVE WON THE WAR!!!!o yea! BEST OG!!!!!!! yea yea hahaha its was super fun la to watch all the performances.... the skits and stuff dam funny man... then got the paegent MR and MISS BA! saw frens in it !! cool cool ahaha nver expected them to get this kinda response hahaha hmmm yea actually everyone compared to me would have like a super gd response la hahaha so yea.... anyway after that went to holland village for dinner... intial plan was pizza hut treat from seniors but then stop at wrong bus stop.... noOOOOo!!!!!! ahaha but nvm we still went to the food court there to eat but a group of us went to eat the laksa... quite nice la... hmmm after that exchanged numbers with some group members and stuff to keep in contact la... then went to find zuoshen to go home...then ce hui and serene were like not sure ho to go home la... ask me want to take cab with them.. omg they stay punggol there lor so far from my house...(hmmm 12.90 cab fare??? :D still owe macs treat!!! haha but nvm la find me in sch i treat lunch ahaha :D) anway they walk with me and zuo to the bus stop to take 61 to harbourfront mrt.... then after that they walked to another bus stop to take 74 to school or something haha then after that found out they took cab.... girls nowadays... so rich....*ahem ahem* yea anyway made lotsa new frens!!!! hope to see them in school!!!! yay!!

DAY 4

CCA fiesta day or something like that... met the rest of them at KAP for macs breakfast then after that went to sch to collect ez link card haha saw lotsa people's ez link!!!!! ahaha ce hui's, serene, chai chen, yun feng(dunno how to spell her name), kenedict hahaha funny funny :D
then went to see all the different CCA booths... wah got some guy named josh... omg go join all the cca la. think he trying to attract attention or soemthing... weird man.... i gave my name to canoeing club... haha should be fun la since got experience le... but gotta commit la... get gd cca :Danyway after that had to elave for amoy quee cmap for 51st POP did ushering sian lor.... raining halfway then stupid vips cant get wet... spoilt brats...then they cannot wet we can la... tmd...anyway having dinner halfway called ce hui... they went to meet ai ping they all for group dinner argh!! pizza hut!!!!!!! but no treat hahaha talk for a while sia then jing kai they all super noisy la... suan suan suan all they can do is suan basket....jonathan also lor.... all those guilty party should know who they are hor... then reach home at 10+ tired like hell... but went online then saw ce hi online then talk for a while then went off coz tmr got ake prep trg.... wake up 5.30.... (btw got sunburn crap...)

ANYWAY CANT WAIT TO GO TO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!! i know i said alot of times but.....CANT WAIT TO GO TO SCHOOL!!!!!!! meet news frens... meets old frens.... meet OG frens!!!!!!! ahahaha NP ROCKS!!!

2006-04-09T23:42:00.000+08:00

wah very lazy to blog leh....... but arh since my auntie keep naggin me to blog then ok lor...
haiz wad to say man.... lots of things happening now la... ake prep, work, ncc events maybe i'm not in the position to say i dam busy la but wad to do.... to me i'm already quite busy man haiz

hmmm ake prep trg just over, quite tiring la... stay over at sstc on friday nite man.... prepare the boat stuff blah blah blah.... then preparing water for the boats that time arh.... kanna scolded by the sstc woman... tmd she say i wasting water sia... ask her go jump into the sea la... bloody hell piss me off man...i wanna smack her so bloody hard till her freaking head disconnect from her body man....

anyway i just finish work la haiz then tmr still got range... freaking tired man...

2006-03-26T19:44:00.000+08:00

yeaaaa affirmation is over!!!!!!! quite a success la haha even though there were a few cock ups.... but yea was quite ok haha... supposed to escort commandant but that guy like dun like me liddat, keep running away from me sia tmd haha... but wearing 5J was quite a nice experiance but it was super hot haha.... nice la 5J even though some people i know keep wanting to wear haha from air district one?....hmmm i wonder who..... yea dont mean to show off but just intimidating haha :D
anyway gonna book in for camp feast later la haha hope the part Bs dont give me any trouble otherwise the thought of changing parade will come to my mind haha :D

2006-03-08T00:32:00.000+08:00

hello yea, finally after how long i updated my blog haha... yea anyway nothing much has been happening... since i've been either staying at home being a regular couch potato
or its ncc...and to people who got their posting results... dont be sad if u didnt get the course u wanted coz i didnt either but cheer up :D think of it as the path that god chose for u... thought that up while watching this show called simon birch... was super sad la... yet inspiring... it talked bout this kid whose body growth rate was not as fast la...was expected to live for a while but he lived till the age of 12... he was a strong believer in god and that he believed god had a plan for him and that he was created for a purpose... go think on that...

hmm speaking of ncc, went to draw 5J uniform like 2 days ago and was super excited la haha first time wear 5J cool man.... but arh draw uniform that time super sian....
dunno how many years the uniform never wash then have to try on the uniform!! results? : ended up with body ictching like crazy probably from the dust or something yea...
then it was affirmation meeting with the committee yea... didnt really understand but the i'll try to keep up with the pace... hmmm yea...

cant really remember wad really happened haha... hmmm wad i know... i met jiexi at ake....
no wonder she looked familiar.... coz i climbed ophir with her batch haiz... how forgetful of me :D anyway yea... hello jiexi! erm yea... then she invented the GB club... not girls brigade mind u... its GB for gay boy yea haha and jeremy is the prez haha congrats on ur post!!!
wondering if thats a insult or a compliment? go figure :D

yea then its back to today.... hmmm woke up coz zhi wei msged me tmd.... yea... asked me wan to watch soccer match at bishan... was kinda lazy to go all the way to bishan la.. but in the end i made it there! yay... but zhi wei was late so yea didnt really matter haha
met his cousin and derrick then ate dinner at yoshinoya then off to the match...
took a cab to bishan stadium when we were at J8 my gosh... i bet the cab driver was super pissed or something haha so freaking near and we took a cab... but it was ok la coz zhi wei paid haha i'm such a freeloader :D anyway the match started and wasnt as excited as the SG vs iraq match... and home united FC lost 3-2... my gosh.. disgrace... but was kinda expecting that la... then all of made our way home blah blah blah... meeting josca and gang tmr for basketball match :D bye...!!!!!

2006-02-13T00:11:00.000+08:00

wah went for mstd and came back like last week... too lazy to blog la..
erm quite simple mstd was quite fun la but go for sea sortie! u'll get more attention there coz no midshipmen but then its also quite fun to mix around with the midshipmen la...
erm the highlight was I STEERED RSS ENDURANCE! muahahah shiok man...

erm did lotsa things la... erm activities like the Miss Labuan competition where the midshipmen dressed up as *yuck* women to explain the different highlights of labuan... yea and it was quite or shall i say disturbing to many of us if u know wad i mean la...
erm it was quite difficult mto move around at first but we got used to it la... learned lots of things also... many of them got sea sick? including me of course haha but i was for a short while... half a day or so...yea was ok after lunch la.. for those who dunno wads sea sick... its feeling nauseous and wanting to puke and also got headache...
made quite a few frens with the pre-midshipmen, guys like eric, jeff, dominic and a few more whom i cant remember so far.... liason officer CPT david wong allowed many of the things that we were fascinated by at first, possible for us to interact with...

shore leave was quite fun also... before we left the ship, guess wad, we were issued with condoms... actually for adults who were old enough to be *ahem* naughty when they were off board la but we took anyways...ate and shopped like kings la when we were off board man stingray, crabs, and wadever we wanted we had...

Er yea these are just some of the many attractions i'll tell u all when i think harder about it :D yea... er any way that should be all....

2006-01-31T02:31:00.000+08:00

Harlow! hmm today is shaniszah's birthday so yea HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHA! er yea see u at ur party in like 12 hours time! haha yea yea happy 17 yrs old girl :D wah lao everyone's becoming 17 and my birthday's in oct........hmmm wad to do.... bored man.... now's like 2.35am la... i dunno y i'm still awake... maybe i drank too much rose syrup... argh and rushing my article!!!!!!!!!!! crap crap crap..... sian many holiday sill got assignment...
day to collecting results is nearing and i so freaking scared la!!! keep thinking bout retaining i dunno y!!!! its not gd but i keep thinking bout it.... but if its gd, then i'll lots of people proud.... hopefully will be enough to qualify for acjc... but i dun seem like a jc person rite? at least if i do qualify, i know i am gd enough for it... coz its like i heard jc life is very stressful and somemore everything is dam chim one... i rather do something practical and go poly la... like tourism... sounds fun lor... unlike stuff like literature, GP, chemistry, bio, physics.... wth man..... or i can even just sign on la... i wont mind...because my parents also said that i have the basics...NCC.... at least i'm doing somehting i'm intersted in and not something that is super stressful... but to get into ACJC would be good, something that i've been dreaming since i was in primary school....so yea... really confused la.. people keep asking me this question" so were do u wanna go?" i always say, o i get back my results then decide, if can go jc then good lor... if not then go poly...i really dunno la.... stupid O level.... cause so much trouble.. screw cambridge man... stress people up... wads their problem... o yea and if ur too lazy to read this, dont bother coz it may be too long...

2006-01-15T23:45:00.000+08:00

hmm updating....
er wad to say, many many things have happened since i passed out of clt course

made many new friends and hopfully earned to respect of others...
from now on must be dam garang in ncc otherwise some people might say i slack and use it as a excuse to kick me out....

hmmm anyway dunno wad to say leh... er first 3 mths for me is like quite boring without ncc la.... otherwise i'll be quite busy....but will have time for my frens la of course....
this blog arh must find time to update otherwise i'll forget everything i want to put here...

o yea jinfu isin BMT now haha and yes botak now

2005-12-30T00:07:00.000+08:00

now's like 12.06am, got nothing to do, downloading part 2 of harry potter... haiz quite a sad life i've got here dont all of u who knows me think so?

a new year is beginning and it just feels so very different, we're all old boys of the sch now (ACSBR) and i know that we're all gonna miss each other coz we're like gonna go MIA(missing in action) and like lose contact with each other and all but yea sometime in life, we're gonna meet each other sonner or later...

to my newly found frens of the 50th clt course, i'm thankful that i've been able to meet u guys and that we're such a close syndicate compared to others...even thoughi've been given nicknames and stuff, i really dun mind and that its all part and parcel of bonding and all....yea so i guess its good that i've been fated to meet u guys..

looking for a job at the moment haha gotta earn my keep

2005-12-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

ahahahaha just got back from bangkok!!!! o suprisingly it was cold? i dunno freaky wheather... yea like freezing la wth... but was made up with a good "traditional" thai massage... "TRADITIONAL" cant trust that word....

er yea... to all titans, 12pm bedok MRT, POTLUCK AT ECP!!!! if ur not a titan, dont come....if u dun like me but i like u, come.... if i dun u but u like me, come...(highly unlikely that someone likes me, i emphasize the words HIGHLY UNLIKELY), if we both hate each other to the core... u know the answer..... and its not dun come....it starts with a C ends with a OME!!! haha... yea ok nvm forgot all that dun come!!! come only if ur a titan... er nvm all that is very confusing....

hmmm first time in my history that christmas eve was boring.... normally it'll be like hanging out with frens, then going to church for service and stuff... but its different this yr i guess...

anyway to those who doesnt know... me went to clt course and passed out... not very proud though... greatest acheivement from this course will be to become a 100% clt, and not one who is under probation for certain reasons....for those who fulfilled this ridiculous criteria, congrats to u! to those who didnt... work harder... gotta try....

anyway its like24 mins to christmas... so yea those at home, spend time with ur family, those out with frens, have fun and stuff....
er yea merry christmas to y'all!!!!!!!!!!

Freedom!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-11-26T19:15:00.000+08:00

woohoo just book out after first 2 days from AMQ!!!!!
s/clts are mad but nice during certain times :D
1 thing i learn from my 4 yrs in ncc........ lectures are super freaking boring which u might learn totally nothing out of it.....lol
er...so far so gd la holding out nothing bad has happened... next week gotta go to medical school learn CPR......tmd cant imgine myself learning CPR.... kinda sucks but wad the heck as long as i can last through all of it, its ok... OIC on 2nd totally screwed up so bad la...... not that i pity but he cant even shout for nuts....let alone instruct the whole course....
next week gotta stay in the whole week so will not be online... :( gotta do mutuals...... go through basic instructor's course put up with lots of nonsense and stuff ya...... hope i can pass successfully without leaving a bad impression on the instructors coz if i ever meet them again the too bad.....
gotta do homework also la wth.... 500 word appraizer...... 150 word journal..... and memrize clt creed which is hell long man...

CLT CREED
I will be lyal to the corp,my unit, officers, peers and juniors.
My rank is an opportunity to serve others and i will carry out my task cheerfully and accomplish them with quality.No task is too lowly for me.
leadership is a priviledge and not a birthright.i will not abuse my pwoer and bost my ego at the expense of others.
I will lead by example and shun the bad practices of those who have gone before me.I will have to earn the respect of others and not demand this. I will acheive this through courage, hunmility, honesty and fairness.
I will place the welfare of those under my charge above my own. My cadet first always, myself last always.
I will be an outstanding example in my dressing, speech and conduct at all time in and out of my uniform.
I will instruct others using a patient, positive and encouraging but firm approach. I will expect high standards but it is only because i must first be good at whatever i teach.
I may not be faced with favourable situations but i will persevere and serve to the best of my ability because i can make a difference, sirs and mdms.

2005-11-21T17:05:00.000+08:00

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wah this dam cool man haha takumi is the initial D guy haha cool..................... long long time didnt blog le coz of stupid o levels haha coming to an end!!!!!! woohooo!!!! shiok man grad nite's tmr so loking forward to it!!! anywayslets all go party!!!!!!!

-takumi LOL ahahaha

being stupidly worried....

2005-10-19T20:49:00.000+08:00

wah tmr is o level practical man.... getting kinda worried lor...
many many things running through my mind now man...
"will it be like sch practical?"
"no curve ruler how?!"
"wad happens if i cannot finish in time?"
"wad happens if i screw up"
"wah its o levels man BIG exam!!!"
kan chiong sia... maybe i shouldnt be.... i dunno..
only time will tell i guess... anyway gd luck to all those who will be taking the practical exam tmr
and it sucks coz i'm in the 3rd shift and most of my class is in 2nd shift so yea... totally sucks man with the goat man and big nose guy

its gonna be another 2 more weeks to the actual O's, am i prepared? did i study enough? wad would i do if i retain, wad would my FAMILY do if retain? probably disown me... for being me and for being so stupid... yea... gd luck for pracs!!!

2005-10-12T16:43:00.002+08:00

Argh!!! its getting closer to o levels!!!!!!!!!
gotta chiong man!!!!!!!!!!!
quote from chao "this is your last lap, if u dont work hard now no one can help u"
seems really meaningful? maybe...
all i can think of now is post exams activities!!! but still gotta concentrate on working hard...
qualified for CI but dun think i will go... rather work and earn money..
anyway next week's o level practical man... good luck to people out there! dun get involved in any freak accidents regarding test tubes? otherwise.... good luck...

erm to lower secs (1 -3) good luck to ur exam results? gotta work hard man...
anyway birthday has past...eh fang wads ur
was kinda happy la.. many wishes from people... josca selwyn, dean, edric, isaac, chen tat, joezer and many many many many more la not that i cant remember but too many to remember for a person with low brain capacity...( dun think i'm popular, i'm not). kinda excited for o levels coz like 2 days later is clt course... and i'm REALLY looking forward to it coz its like dam exciting man... for me la...

P.S to jingyi take care :D

2005-10-06T21:06:00.000+08:00

today is the 6th of october....
if u refer to the profile on top, u'll notice something......
and tmr is 7th OF OCTOBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY ______ DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-10-01T17:43:00.000+08:00

stupid thing can upload the freaking pictures!!!!!!!!!!! stupid thing..... haiz wanted to upload pics from honours nite and also the pics from the time we went to sentosa....... wad to do??? technological advances are becoming for good to bad haiz.... wad are people at blogspot doing these days?

anyway yesterday was honours nite and its was so fun man! from where i was seated, i had the perfect view of the nicest thing ever man! poeple who were sitting near me should know wad im talking bout.... its was PERFECT i'm telling u... a magnificent work of art WOW is all i have to say man....

the whole thing was kinda fun but also kinda boring at times.... like the speech....... can sleep man.. waited so long until it was my turn to go up and recieve the so called "medal"... yea but it was cool lar.... the food was nice but the queue was dam stupid la......

2005-09-26T16:31:00.000+08:00

today's a new week.... 1 day closer to o level dam scary lar...anway yar long time never post anything yea.. haiz wad to do? anti social nothing much happening to me which is gd in way.... i'm not sure yea so dun ask me...
erm anyway photos from outing to sentosa... me being burried in the sand specifically....
anyway yea went to meet jingyi at j8 on friday to pass her some papers... nothing much... today school ends early man shiok sia... or rather school ends early for the next 3 weeks o level preperation thing... yar......

so boring ....... anyway yea today went ps with the other people ate stuff like KFC, octopus ball wah shiok man... drank mos burger milk shake then play xbox lol everytime sure play without fail haha then cao home... somehow i fell aslp until now? dam blur........ bored.......

2005-09-10T11:44:00.000+08:00

halor hmmm yea celebrated dean's and josca's birthday on thursday had dean stayed over at my house on wednesday dam fun la.... so yar left house at like 8+ for harbourfront to meet zhi wei and josca... wait for everyone to come then chao...went to siloso beach was like super fun lar! played soccer, 1/4 full contact 3/4 touch rugby, anyway yar just chill out there on the beach... o yea was like freaking burried in the sand lar... whole face full of sand man.....

anyway after everything we showered and cut CAKE!!!!! haha sara lee's chocolate was the birthday cake haha carved out happy birthday and stuck twisties in it for candles super lame man haha anyway once we reached harbourfron everyone chao, DNT people had to pang seh to go sch do their project so left me dean and edric, we went to plaza sing to watch the longest yard! which was a super funny show la! reached there at like 2 but movie starts at 4 but wad the heck la....and yar man takoyaki's the best food by the japs lar! haha so freaking nice... like when u bite in all the hot stuff gush out and burn ur tongue haha no lar but with all the sauces and stuff its dam nice lar!

after the movie we all chao home haiz sian... was so shacked out after that lar...tried to type this post out for like 3 times!!!! but something wrong with this site lar cannot post sia so freaking angry man but anyway yar if anyone going to watch longest yard call me!!!! ahaha

2005-09-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

harlow! hmmm yea back to life again after all this while...
anyways prelims are over happy but at the same time not so happy... how contradicting...
hmmm anyway happy coz no more exams for now..... but not happy coz.... if theres exams, there will be results of exams... and i dun think i will do well.... so yar...and also gotta study for big Os
so i guess i'll enjoy while i can!!! that means also i will want to go to sentosa this thursday to celebrate 2 ppls bdae; josca and dean! HAPPY erm... COMING BIRTHDAY !!! hmm okies... kinda lame? but who cares...
erm hope many many many many people will come otherwise not fun...

o yar people who are going for phase 3 spec course gd luck! do well!!!!!
haiz keep thinking of the day stupid tang say i cheating... wtf man i wan to kick the sh!t out of that jackass man
hope they wont minus marks?
haizzzz screw him lah he should get a life man... i bet his freaking dream......" i want to be the discipline master of acs barker road, wadever it takes i must be discipline master.... i must also reach my target goal of shouting at at least 10 boys a day or flirt with 5 teachers everyday" screw u man think u police dam big? kiss my ass man hope u freaking fall down when u running and knock u stupid big head against a lamp post and die from loss of blood man...then passer bys will kick ur stupid rotting corpse and spit into ur freaking mouth so many times ur whole freaking body will be inflated with spit man.... rats which touch ur body will die, flies that go near ur body will die, no one will dare touch ur freaking screwed up body and will be left to rot there for eternity stupid jackass.

anyway enuf of talking bout that freak-of-nature a.k.a abomination.
if anyone know something bout html can teach me? so i can like touch up my blog and at least make it look nicer...... yar... gd bye!!! off to study study study study study so boring....

2005-08-28T18:55:00.000+08:00

hmmm yesterday was ncc day dinner
kinda stressed out lar before that.....
was forced to finish a whole chpt of simultaneous question before going...
ended up not finishing but still going....
haiz rushed there via mrt... looked so freaking weird lar in like formal clothes...
i think my shoes didnt match....
wad the heck cant find any shoe to wear so had to make do with my no.3...
anyway... made it to yishun but couldnt be bothered to find the shuttle bus if they had...
so took a cab there.... 5.90... no bad lar
owe kok teng 5 bucks but had to pay 4
left with 10 cents....
hmmm dinner was ok lar went to OCC, alot of people... registered... got a free hmmmm limited edition??????? FM RADIO!! lol
anyway met kok teng, went to his group of frens, consisted of jingyi, zhi min, jason,jamie,and yar... erm...went in waited for ah beng to finish his 15min SHORT!!! speech then another speech then cold dish... lol
cold dish not food not cold leh? how ? ask for antoher plate! lol no lar didnt do that..
hmmm table had jin chuan, dominic erm joel yar other people forgot the name
yar throughout the dinner was like putting salt and pepper into drinks
crazy sia our table... any way food was great, people were great, music was ok(malay guy singing chinese song??), one hing wasnt great... ~ME~
yups

2005-08-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

Englsih oral is over! but somehow i dont feel at all happy.....
these days have been so boring... all i can do is stay at home
cant go out study cant do anything!!!!!!! this is making me go so crazy
cant take it anymore!!
cant go out means i cant study with edric,
if i cant study with edric means i cant study with jingyi also
argh! i so hate my life right now...
by writing this post i know no one's gonna read it but what the heck i dont give a dam anymore
and also to edric and jingyi
srry i cant keep that promise
but after all this i will be looking forward to ncc day dinner which kok teng has kindly saved a seat for me

thxs :D

2005-08-14T18:28:00.000+08:00

haiz its been 2 days since i got back my chinese results man
and its SO DISAPPOINTING!!!!
was aiming for a B3 initially but then ended up with a c5
thats so unimagineable(dunno how to spell :D)
been thinking lar... all tests was like ranging from A1-B3
but then o level....c5.... i guess this is how different the standard is
so the next thing i guess i'll do is to work hard and concentrate on my prelims and retaking my chinese
for people who got their desired results.... CONGRATS!!!
for people whose fate ended up like mine... work harder
anyways practical on friday was kinda easy man or its seems easy....
fnished the graph in record time man for physics and mr lau's always complaining how slow our class is in doing graphs and that we'll all die and see tunnel vision hahaha i made that up
but suprising its kinda easy... but for chem right i got this stupid gooey shit thing which i was afraid of getting coz i cant tell wad stupid colour ppt is that so yar i saw josca's one and he got the same thing so i assumed its correct haha
anyway up coming papers------- paper 1 science and chem on monday
physics (i hate physics man) on tuesday
anyway i guess thats about it
haha must find more photos to upload so fun

2005-08-10T15:14:00.000+08:00

harlow harlow yes i found this pic larh when i was small that time
<-----ugly rite yes no doubts bout that and this was the other pic taken by ben fanG on NDP look kinda sparstic man with ben yap ------------------>

2005-08-08T17:15:00.000+08:00

wahhhhh today school NDP sia
shiok but not that shiok....
haiz first thing come school, thunder sound.... TMD!!!! rehearsal so much then come and rain....
but then.... someone up there likes singapore lah so rain stopped just when we were about to break off to class
wah then gotta come back down again.... stupid class must be 4th level tmd
but then arh b4 that take picture in admin room sia shiok man
stupid reflection from my specs tmd
can see the RED SHASH! not all the specs are here lar and i'm the only staff there lar so... kinda sad man
but thenn the parade that time quite shiok arh.... colour party march out so quiet only my timing can hear, but quite zhai larh ops shouldnt say that bout myself...but it was quite shiok lah UNTIL hormad negara tmd suppose to count till 7 i go count till 8 shit man nvm larh last parade heck it lah haiz after that go eat long john's at that place.... errrr..... forgot wad place is that... beside the plaza singapura there freaking hot sia... take bus to cine then cine super full larh....(expected) coz of national day celebrations half day.... then from there walk all the way to plaza sing, but then plaza sing long john s full also so go to that place lor bo bian.....haiz MUST STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!! for people out there reading this, pls dont be deceived by wad i say coz when i say must study hor i never study one .... no motivation, no inspiration and CHINESE RESULTS COMING BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!! PANICK PANICK!!!!!!! oh my gosh man freaking scared lar..... must stop reminding myself.....

o and metallica's enter(the??) sandman is quite nice heard it on radio

2005-07-31T18:42:00.000+08:00

cool haha i just learnt how to upload pics :D
yay! erm yar this the pic we took at safti mi after ncc day parade and the day my face was super red!!!!!!
and then theres the pic that i took with jingyi and her school's next csm :D look super retarded lah in the pic haiz.......observe the MSG rank haha

2005-07-28T21:31:00.001+08:00

whew... finally bloggin again...
no time man these few days, too busy....
today was sch NDP rehearsal so blardy HOT!!!!!!
i'm in colour party woohoo
got marchpast somemore sia shiok!
then can show off LOL jking jking
anyway kinda down these few days....
its for me to know and u to find out... but not find out from me
frens all either busy or studying... so yar... social life hmmm lets see 10%??
yar....
but i guess i'm considered quite okayyyy larr.... not that bad
still got frens in school like edric, josca moey and gang lah
we're all in the uncool gang :D
yup!
anyway prelims are like next friday??? yar!!!!
and we all better study freaking hard!!

hmmmm looking back to sec 1 days during orientation camp
i guess choosing ncc for my cca was the right choice and i'm not regretting it
i must say that i've been very much into the activities in ncc
and also made many many frens be it sec 4s or sec 3s or clts
still they are my frens and i'm thankful :D
and also a disappointing fact about my batch and the current batch is that...
its dam slack lah
like i've said
standards have drastically DROPPED!!!
cant believe that we were actually once a gold unit but now.... disappointing.... shi bai shi bai..
if our ncc "ancestors" see our current batach, they would most probably faint or die of shock la
anyway looking forward to continuing my ncc life after sec sch as a clt

*count by the count by the left foot count ah!
1!!!!
cant hear u ah!
2!!!!
speak louder ah!!!
3!!!!
thats better lah!!!
4!!!!
all together now!!
ncc, ncc, all the way, we like it here, we like it here, we've found ourselves a home
a home, a home sweet home!! *

-famous song for marching on the spot
cadets should sing this song like they mean it and not for the sake of singing it
they should be proud of the fact that ncc is their cca
and that it is also the oldest cca in singapore... i think yar...

anyways... that should be all i guess... have fun studying for prelims people!!

2005-07-17T21:05:00.000+08:00

wah ncc day parade 2005 is finally over!!!!!!
even though i only go for 1 training....
wah lao super hot sia!
the guy keep talking talking talking
talk non stop... y must speeches be speeches man...
speeches are so long and boring....
especially its during a freaking parade and everyone is in front of u waiting for u to freaking finish the speech!!
whole thing lasted around1 hr plus..... my gosh.... cant believe i lasted tat long....
and I AM SO RED!!!!!!!!! SO SO SO SO SO RED!!!!!!
red like baboon, according to jingyi....
yar oh my gosh man i am so red!
yar thats all man

p.s I AM SO RED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-07-16T19:58:00.000+08:00

YEA CHINESE IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!! JUST FINISHED LISTENING COMP LAH!!
stupid teacher go tune in to wrong channel...
wah i think i get 2 wrong lar!!!!!!!!
omg dam worried bout results ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okies.......................
erm yar
nothing much ...
bye o yar srry for not posting for like since 12/ july/2005

2005-07-12T22:30:00.000+08:00

YEA CHINESE ORAL ISH OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but its not time to celebrate so yar.... hahaha
okies...
erm the stupid examiner was super scary lar..... laugh together, say yar, yes,correct,this that together(in chinese of course) super scary lar... except ask question of course...
haiz this friday listening gd luck man!
nothing to write...
o yar... i flag bearer for my sch on ncc day!
WATCH OUT FOR ME!!!!
okies maybe i wrote that already..... but watch out for me!

2005-07-05T18:34:00.000+08:00

hey srry for not posting since like 2 july????
yea... just that nothing is happening...
was reading friend's blog just now... and just so happen that she has problems with her friends i think...yea....
i geuss everyone has problems, be it big or small problems,no matter wad, we shouldn't bottle up our feelings
about that certain problem, and just find a friend to confide in,
maybe bloggin is a way to talk about the problem, so i guess its a gd thing to blog? yea...

anyway, to my dear friend, cheer up! :D think about life, without those meaningless people who are put there to destroy the simple pleasures in life that GOD has put in place for us to enjoy! (hope this makes sense) yea...
just a gentle reminder to everyone! STUDY!!! study study study!!!!!

2005-07-02T21:06:00.000+08:00

whew ncc day is over!
was so worried that something might screw up on that day man
but luckily... nothing screwed up... everything went according to plan :D
ncc day at safti is coming up.... should i go???? pls gimme ur views... LOL
prelims coming man... guys study hard!
gonna ORD le... haiz very worrying u know...
handing over the unit to the part Cs...
guys u all better work hard... and try to make something out of our unit
lol nothing much happening these days
so nothing to write bout....'
haiz i grew 3 cm taller..-_-"gained weight!!!!!!!!
argh.......... training regime from hell!!!!!!! must start!
lol
this is is the burn lyrics by usher, read thru eventhough its a mess

[Intro]I don't understand whySee it's burning me to hold onto thisI know this is something I gotta doBut that don't mean I want toWhat I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I justI feel like this is coming to an endAnd its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt youI gotta let it burn[Verse 1]It's gonna burn for me to say thisBut it's comin from my heartIt's been a long time comingBut we done been fell apartReally wanna work this outBut I don't think you're gonna changeI do but you don'tThink it's best we go our separate waysTell me why I should stay in this relationshipWhen I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy babyPlus theres so many other things I gotta deal withI think that you should let it burn[Chorus]When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want toBut you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used toEven though this might bruise youLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burnDeep down you know it's best for yourself but youHate the thought of her being with someone elseBut you know that it's overWe know that it's throughLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burn[Verse 2]Sendin' pages I ain't supposed toGot somebody here but I want youCause the feelin ain't the same find myselfCallin' her your nameLadies tell me do you understand?Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?It's the way I feelI know I made a mistakeNow it's too lateI know she ain't comin backWhat I gotta do nowTo get my shorty backOoo ooo ooo oooohMan I don't know what I'm gonna doWithout my boooYou've been gone for too longIt's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hoursImma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)[Chorus]When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want toBut you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used toEven though this might bruise youLet it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)Let it burn (gotta let it burn)Gotta let it burnDeep down you know its best for yourself but youHate the thought of her being with someone elseBut you know that it's overWe know that it's throughLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burn[Bridge]I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move onOn the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move onOn the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)[Breakdown]Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooohOoh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh ooohSo many days, so many hoursI'm still burnin' till you return[Chorus]When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want toBut you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used toEven though this might bruise youLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burnDeep down you know it's best for yourself but youHate the thought of her being with someone elseBut you know that it's overWe know that it's throughLet it burnLet it burnGotta let it burn
those who read love hina before should know wad i'm talking bout....

2005-06-28T20:13:00.000+08:00

haiz chinese o level oral coming alreadY!
mine is on the 12th of july
yea and NCC DAY IS COMING TOO!!!
its this friday for those people who Still DONT KNOW
yea hope nothing screws up...
anyway..dont have school tmr!
coz the sec 1-3 got meet the parents....lol
got some stupid E-learning thing tmr sia... download homework..
anyone havent watched the russel peters show???
its so freaking stupid!!!!!!!
if u wanna watch pls ask me send u coz i have it
coz its so FUNNY!!!!!!!!
haiz so boring sia this few days so cold man...kinda bored lah anyway will post again lah look out:D

2005-06-25T21:34:00.000+08:00

harlow
if there is anyone reading this just to let u know
SCHOOL IS REOPENING IN 2 DAYS TIME!!!!!!!

help help sch is reopening!!
die that means we are 1 step closer to the prelims and O levels
people like me better start mugging like wad li rong told me
"are you prepared for the Os"
are you??
if you are then gd for you
if your not, like me, pls pls start studying
anyway looking forward to the get together tmr yea lotsa people going... i think
anyway ncc day is coming!!!
PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW!!!!!! its on the 1st of july
if u r a cadet and u dont know... go smack your head and buck up man

yea had intense training for that day....
gotta perfect the cadet's drills man
me being the "flag party" had lotsa troubles at first but in the end decided not to have a flag party
coz it is kinda troublesome
most of us dont know wad to do la
yar anyway...................
today has been a drag.......
sooo boring... didnt know wad to do
wasnt in the mood to study
decided to cut my hair la
and its so short..........
argh i guess its better coz its cooling on top :D
shiok wad even though its not fashionable in any way?
i dunno but i dont care :D

if u all plan to celebrate the last day of hoildays
please make sure u have finished ur homework or whatsoever
to prevent yourself from feeling guilty(i dunno how) or getting into rouble with the teachers

2005-06-23T16:51:00.000+08:00

specs course is over!!!!!!
results may seem shocking to some....yet much expected to others
however please do not be disappointed in the ranks that u are given... do not sulk over wad u have
but instead be proud of your rank be it 2SG or 3SG
2SGs do not bully 3SGs... 3SG pls respect the 2SG but at the same time know wad is right and wad is wrong... do not think that a 2SGs decision is always right... correct them if they are wrong
2SGs do not think that u are superior and that you are always right
"rank is what you get, respect is what you earn"
go think about that....
and whatever you do DO NOT ABUSE YOUR RANK
to people who got 3rd... please do not be disappointed
to people who got 2nd.... please not be too happy
think about the future, do not fret over the unhappy stuff
specs course is only the beginning.... there are other things like senior specs..
dont let a rank discourage you from showing your skills in leadership
yea....
anyway.... just watched initial D... dam cool show man
all the drifting and the cool cars, AE86, nissan skyline gtr, mitsubishi evothink it was a mazda RX 8or 9... bleah car stuff :D anyway dam cool show... not one bit disappointing
anyway gotta prepare for training tmr.. yea last one before ncc day yea better buck up your standards!

2005-06-20T22:17:00.000+08:00

today marks the end of the first day of land module at AMQ
went at lik 2? coz got lessons in the morning.... wad to do??? teachers wan us to study man
walking halfway to the gate??? siti messages me to buy triple A batts for her mp3... yar where am i gonna find batts halfway to camP??
so yar went to sea office walking to mph... met siti 3/4 of the way there then she ask me walk back to sea office.... wth man.... then after that? walk back to mph.... if only we can take the bike....
yar then i saw.........SIR X.R SOH go find out who is that... the person was teaching stripping and assembling rifle
yar someone teach quite well lah no comments later tio kan by him
anyway guess i'll go tmr lah

and those who went for class today... tan seck hiong was super f***ing boring!
isnt that the truth? yar then later got cassidy!!!!!!!! lol with bai ka with him practical is dam boring... maybe a bit fun.....
aiya dam tired now la dun wanna write no more bye gonna slp ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ

2005-06-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

hmmm friday was fun!
supposed to go spec course la... but then sian liao...
went to sentosa with zhi wei, derrick, and dean....
people like josca wah lao pang sei lah this kind of fren.... haiz... haha relax joking only :D
anyway yar... moey didnt come also.... y ??? he woke up at 11.45 and said he had something on at 12...
selwyn had prefect's camp i think? ah neh didnt come because its ah neh....
wah lao... but yar lar quite fun lah.... met at harbourfront Mac's eat breakfast liao then ciao man...
zhi wei and dean bought jolly shandy.... think its alcoholic?? i dunno
but heck it... went to siloso beach... first thing we got there is play soccer la... then some smart ass
dunno doing wad... threw the freaking ball so high it got stuck in the coconut tree...
and guess who is that smart ass??? starts with zhi ends with wei....
yar.... in the end got it down with a tent pole... borrowed from some kind people who were trying to fix up their tent....
anyway it was dam hot lah...
then zhi wei and dean being themselves....
decided to create this figure of a girl with sand... and its super realistic lah!
the initial idea was to construct the model and start shouting"help help my fren is stuck in the sand!!!"
dam stupid lah in the end... we finish the "model" and left our" fren" there to die and decided to swim haha
beside our spot got a group of girls lah... kanna scolded by lifeguard coz making too muc noise...
me and dean decided to swim over to one of the islands... kinda fun lah
but when we reach the island... the rocks were like super slippery lah... covered with moss or algae crap...
yar.... then we swim back again...
started playing with the soccer ball in the water.... somehow our gang started to drift nearer and nearer towards the girls gang lah
so they decided to move further away from us... hmmm i wonder why???
after that we started digging up some holes along the beach and derrick's one is like super big lah...
so i decided to sit in it... imagine so big that it can fit me
ended up burrying me in the sand... and i tell u... with the sand on top of u... its very heavy and hard to get out..
i just sat there... doing nothing..... stoning... and dean and derrick were like somersaulting above me la...
helplessssss.with sand in my left eye and unable to wipe it out coz my hands are like sandy??
yar.... then it started to drizzle... so just heck it lah... then ciao liao...
so did the group of girls...after that we went to harbour front to eat yoshinoya... then to safra mount faber to play some pool... and its super cold there... but dam fun lah...
after the arcade... we all ciao home... then i went home bathe then go yio chu kang for the passing out parade of 49th intake clt... where in the contingent was cadet trainee SOH XIN REN!
ops i meant SIR soh xin ren
yar... went with siti and xiang tian lah... saw jingyi there with jason and her groups of frenss
yar... after the whole thing jingyi wanted to take photo with me... then realised that i was dam tall???
but yar... she looked tall lah... but keeps claiming that she's short... *height doesnt really matter*
yar...

after the whole thing went home lor... zZzZzZzzzzzz

yar okies... stupid thing is dam long............................ anyways holidays ending o no!!!! crap... everyone out there!!! pls start studying!!!!

2005-06-16T20:55:00.000+08:00

wah today specs course sea module, 2nd day just finish....
boring like shit liddat...
but kinda fun lah can shout at all the cadets...
can look at how they all report man.... super funny.....
all super blur at reporting la.... then the marist oic dam ku niang sia
"all ics pls report again.... thank you"
dunno y lah they dam nervous la, why? coz they're ic.....
diao lor

ok ok yar then go back lecture... super sian... study history in the room... with people slping
people-----> S/CLT, CLT, singapura 3SG.... even with fire alarm ringing still slping... dam pro sia
yar then they all ask me bout eye splice... i dunno man die.... only know back splice....
yar kinda boring lah.... wants to go land module but then got class...
haiz anyway yar that should be it....

2005-06-13T12:03:00.000+08:00

haiz... another week has past.... another boring week with parents asking me to study like 70% of the time...
o well guess i should study.....
anyway this week part Cs got specs course... should i go and help siti?!?!?! argh

sian.... anyway friday going sentosa wohoo... shiok man...
josca they all going... hmmmm images of us tao poking josca can be seen *evil grin*
anyway should still be studying now after like 1 hour of chem...
chem is fun man....
crap... next week still got lessons....
dunno ho the heck is the person teaching emaths...
his name sounds weird....
anyway woke up at like 10 today... coz i smelt something cooking in the kitchen which was dam nice....
haha typical me...
i guess this should be it... if anything happens i'll just post another erm.... post.... yar...

2005-06-11T01:09:00.000+08:00

hmmmm today is the end of sea com....
and guess wad everyone who went to help out got a nice tan..... including me...
face kanna sunburn....shit.....
o well....
anyway 2nd day of sea com and its super boring lah..
only reason why i went was becoz of part C singles finals...
and that stupid event was at 4pm.....

screw man.....bloody waste of time.... should have like brought some work to do or something...
the heat has gotten to everyone.... everyone is like grumpy and stuff.... and dont even feel like kayaking...
mummurs of wanting to just cao and heck care bout sea com can be heard....
for me.... it was regular visits to the water cooler...
where i met.... huiyuan who wanted to take a photo...i wonder y of all places at the water cooler...
o well.... i ended up looking stupid AS USUAL....
anyways.... the overall results is very disappointing and unsightly which i will not reveal...
as expected it was bad...
and i heard tanjong katong was first? PHS was 2nd i know.... dunno who 3rd...maybe marists..
anyway congrats to these schools... the gold units??? yar...
guess that their efforts has paid off
hmmm phs has a strong part A team...noticed that and also with huiyuan telling me...

anyway CONGRATS!!!and have a nice holiday...

2005-06-08T19:36:00.000+08:00

Harlow....
tmr is sea com liao...and we only had 2 kayaking sessions...
how pathetic....
cadet's attitude sucks
cant even be bothered to come down for training
giving stupid excuses just to skip....
unit is screwed up...
close down even better...
people like john ng... skip training halfway to do wad? play lan...

screwed up attitude la...
"i dont know there was training"
"i have other stuff, cannot miss"

*cannot be contacted*

argh sick of these stupid excuses
really miss those days where ncc cadets from our sch were dam enthu bout anything and everything
courses sure attend one,
some even go for more than 1 course
maybe we do complain about going home
but at least we are not as troublesome, and such a bother like the current batch...
cant be bothered to go to courses(some bothers)
cant be bothered to come down for training
cant be bothered to do anything
and they expect to get CCA points?
they expect to get ranks and control their juniors?
i dont think so..
they dont deserve anything
complain bout standing in the sun..wads that compared to ours?
nothing..
complain bout get pumped...20
20 only and they complain...
even i cant finish my push ups i still try my best...
they dont even finish...
anyway... i wish people competing tmr the best of luck
may the best school win!
(definately not our)

2005-06-06T18:01:00.000+08:00

heard people who went rike are back!!!
WELCOME BACK!!!!!!!
CONGRATULATIONS!!!
yar
must be tiring... go get a well deserved slp!! slp tight!
anyway today was dam boring as in DAM SHIT BORING!!
didnt do anything the whole day...
tried to reinstall gunbound...didnt work...
watched tv.... nothing on...
played NFS2U on the Xbox... almost fell alseep practically driving asleep...
decide to take a nice cold shower since the weather is kinda hot...
o yar welcome back chris!!! (christopher Eu) for those who know him...he is now back in singapore for 3 1/2 mths from the US was like talking to him this afternoon
anyway people who have a life... enjoy it~
people who dont have a life.... get 1!!!(peops like me...)

2005-06-02T16:41:00.000+08:00

wah dam tiring man.... just came back from seoul garden...
whew! eat hell lot man! must get money's worth and trust me we got our money's worth!
yea didnt get the free flow of drinks... instead substitude it with lotsa ice cream!
haha crazi? nah! shiok maybe! must have put on weight man after that...
can see piles of meat man...
anyway went with edric,zhi wei and emerson!!!
dunno wad zhi wei doing man... studying at seoul garden???
if it was me cant concentrate man...
yar had fun lah... got so many tourist there so noisy.......
yar and zhi wei owes me money!!!!!
OWE MONEY PAY MONEY!!
lol...
today dam boring sia.... got 2 hours of john CHAO!
bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbboooooooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggggg
stupid people like ben yap pon class haiz...
boring boring boring

haha we found this uniform written in yellow highlighter
"TIME TO CHANGE SHIRT CAPTAIN JC"
wahaha dam funni sia! that guy got guts man to that...
anyway kinda sian lah...
mom go imply rule, want tot go out must study...
go out 4 hours study 4 hours blah blah blah.....
sian..........

anyways stop using my name to tag my tagboard..........
and stop spamming also...
if only i can ban ip add. man

2005-05-30T21:17:00.000+08:00

harlow again!
ahahaha chinse O level FINISH!!!! wohoo
haha hope i do well so no need retake....

i hope the rest of u all do well also!'

haha so no need retake and can concentrate on other subs.../
anyways today everyone dam happy sia
so we all go NIE play soccer muahaha
dam freaking hot sia..
but then boys will be boys...
so we after that we go derrick's house bath, quite nice lah his house
first time there
anyway after that go cine watch Star Wars!!
nice show man.. but then dam sad lah the the jedis all kanna killed
haiz then anakin become bad guy...wah lao the chancellor dam ass man...
padame died during childbirth haha
yea...for those who havent watch better go watch!
nice show the fight scene dam cool
then after that went home!
O yea for those who dunno i changed my phone liao
haha nice phone, i lurve my phone!
3230
the games dam cool:D
ahaha yea boasting rite?? haha
anyway have a gd life!!!

2005-05-27T15:13:00.000+08:00

hArLoW!
erm... yes 3 more days till chinese Os!!!!
crap... erm i guess many people are feeling kinda scared right now...
some even stressed??? i noe i am both...
yar...
erm i guess its normal to feel scared lah
coz its a erm major examination, turning point in ur life, decides ur future, importent exams kinda thing u know?
yea anyways... some people think the monkeys are kinda cute, some OTHER people think the monkeys are erm... mating i shld say...
but NO they are not... so yes
kinda long since i posted my last entry
so yesh here is the long awaited but yet normal and boring life of yours truely

erm anyway... its the usual routine for me
wake up, bath, go sch, TRY and study,come home
wah today coming home that time,
got this stupid fellow got off the bus, i looked down and he pointed the middle finger lah
i was like "huH?!?!....then wad the hell..."
haiz people this days
hooligans
erm yar i guess thats all for today...
i told u itll be boring...
but yar thats my life :D
not happy?? cant do much bout it can i?
o well...

2005-05-24T16:50:00.000+08:00

hmmm today no sch!!!! but then its 6 more days till Os..
i say again gd luck!!!!
yar better start studying now if u havent!!
coz theres hell lotsa words to learn :D
anyway, today woke up at 7.00...
but then theres always the snooze button so....
end up waking at 7.30....
yar go sch larh
revise bends and hitchs for other parts...
coz y? sea com!!!
yar haha
erm after that wanted to go play lan with zhi kai llyod and a few other part Bs

but then we forgot today was actually a sch day
so dome uncle dun let us in...
haiz..
so i ended up not playing lan coz mom dun allow...
and zhi kai they all went to coro to playmake me feel dam bad coz i pang sei them....
so anyways later on went to safra go play badminton
wth play halfway got some total freeloader come to us and wanted to play with us lah
i go ask ben yap, is he ur fren?"no"
i ask nick yuen is he ur fren?"no"
i ask zhong is he ur fren"no"
then who the hell is he!?!?!?!?
tmd i pay for the stoopid court leh
when we leaving that time.... he go ask another guy... uncle wanna do strokes???
as in warm up not wad u sickos are thinking..
yar ben yap and me was ike wah lao freeloader........
anyway went home after that

i finally made up my mind to watch star wars after the Os... if it is still showing lah....
hiaz then hitchikers guide to the galaxy!!!!
yar

anyway supposed to be studying now:D

gd luck to people who havent started :D

2005-05-22T21:54:00.000+08:00

harlow harlow
to all O levelers out there 1 more week till chinese!!
are u scared?!?!?! well u SHOULD BE!!!!
face up to reality bois and gals
get a good grade and get over with it

!!!!!!!!!
hmmm yar its a SUNNY SUnDAY!!
and its a gre8 time to go to church muahahaha kinda boring though... never go out...
haiz was in the mood for dota(even though i suck at it :D)
o well worship was cool lah...
and brice was super irritating... wanna whack him up man...
o well glad that he is 1 of a kind...
stayed in sch till like 11.30 lah kinda boring but had frens there to hang out with... peops like dean, justin, teri,maurice,chang and beng and john woo yar...
and today is MOM's birthday!!
happi birthday mother
u are 1 yr older!!!
erm i'm not implying anything bad... or anything like that...
u survived 1 yr of me!!! how superb
and teachers are complaining bout students at sch for 1 day.. haiz
anyway went to eat all-you-can-eat dim sum buffet..
kinda cool lah...
first few dishes were kinda cool lah...
but after that my bro go order hellot of food !!~!
each dish came in pairs so u can imagine how much food we had....everything was stacking up!!!
so my bro made a suggestion... 1 person take 1!!!
hmmm NKF everyone call 1!
lol okies...
after that felt like going out with dean lah... but then felt his house was kinda far... so i didnt felt like going
ended up going to safra and kicking ass in cs!!!
wohoo haha although i cant compare to kwok
his in his clan man
ya
nothing to do so i blog...
nothing to say...
erm bye!!!
P.S stop spamming my tagboard.......

2005-05-18T15:49:00.000+08:00

harlow!!!!
yes today was practically the same as yesterday!!!!
so YES IT WAS REALLY BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hmmm i just decided that i will not use the computer for such long hours, and instead use the time to study!!
y??? coz chinese OS is like NEXT NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........
okies...... i guess it very stressful u know... once u reach sec 4.... then u start to realise... its kinda scary...
thats y i start to tell sec 3s to study hard... otherwise they'll end up like me!!!
so yar study hard fellow sec 4s in/not in my sch!!

hmmm was on the way home with zuo shen...
so while we were on the bus and it happens to pass by cresent girls...
suddenly i spotted this cao ah lian!!!
dam attitude sia... can tell from the way she walks... and sits...
so me and zuoshen started "commenting" on her...
shall not reveal wad we said...
haha then nick yuen went off the bus... i suddenly run up to nick yuen to try and stop him from getting off!!!
so i accidentally go bang into her lah
then i was like ops!! sorry!
haiz... i tot she'll scold mie lah but she didnt.. so maybe she's not so ah lian after all
so yar thats all !!! the wonderful escapades of me!!
tries to be updated daily so if i dont!!! wait fo the next day!!! :D

currently listening to greenday, holiday

2005-05-17T18:27:00.000+08:00

haizz..... today was so boring
but was dam pissed with ben fang stupid poser
dun wanna talk bout him, stupid conndamned name
anywayss forgot to post yesterday coz i fell asleep yar.... so here's wad happened yesterday...
moey and me... decided to go home together..
but halfway thru the process of going home,
we started this stupid "argument" at harbourfront!!!
all the way out of the MRT, up the escalators, reached the doors to the overhead bridge, then realised that
we wanted to go to MACDONALDS!!!!!!!
sooooo... we quarrelled all the way to macs lah.... even at the rewards machines thingy... even in front of the cashier.... even while we were ordering, then we apologised in front of the cashier,even though she was laughing....
then were walked to the escalators.... and started again!!!! until moey went down.... haiz....
hmmmm
yar so today was dam boring... UNTIL HARLEY"S CLASS!!!!!!
muahahahaha
so after that just went home lah... nothing much lah :D

currently listening to NOW THAT YOU'RE NEAR

2005-05-15T18:59:00.000+08:00

darn the sumbody strikes back!!! blockbuster take over of the year!!
2 GB in box office!!
lol wth lame... okies...
warning u ah sumbody... i more time, i'm gonna find u personally
Anyway... today is a sunday!!!!! and wad can we do on sunday????
GO TO CHURCH OF COURSE!!!
duhhhhhh wad were u thinking man....
welll... woke up late as usual, despite 2 alarms... and gazillions of snooze...
initial wake up call: 7.00am
finial waking up time: 8.00am!!
cool rite 1 hour!!! lol thats the effect of slping late.. with air-con...
erm yar then went to sch.... met maurice!!!! while walking to youth service
and i asked him..."are we late?" he replies..."no we're damn early"
"hmmmm how long more before it starts?" "5 mins"
"5mins more and u call this damn early??"
yar.... thats roughly wad happened
then it was time for worship, offerings, and doxology, then class where me and dean saw chee chong..
dunno how to spell his name lah,... wah lao why ur name so difficult to spell!!! oh!!!!
ookkkayyyy
after eating.... me, dean, maurice, guang, xavier and the rest of the cool gang went to cine
for our daily dose of DOTA
wohhooo dam fun lah!!my first time winning!!!! :D
yea used rikimaru, stealth assasin, kinda fun lah, u noe... fun involving death wards..
ahaha sum people may not be able to comprehend wad i am trying to say so yar u hafta try the game out...
stupid shop opened at 12!!! tmd........ so all were rioting outside the shop, dean was threatening to break the door down with his samurai sword, or according to wen yang, erm some jap word which i cant pronounce...
lalalala played for 2 1/2 hours
after that was dam stone.....u'll be staring at everything...
o well then went to meet ben yap!!!! stupid ass make me take his book from sch... go bukit merah interchange pass him his book... THEN HE TELL ME HE GOING SCH!!
*****************************************
dun think anything wrong... i'm not angry with u ben yap!!!
i'm just very frustrated and annoyed and irritated ahaha lol
some people may be wondering y my posts are so long... its coz i have nothing to write bouT!!!!! so i start describing my day bla blah blah blah....
o well doesnt make sense??? too bad... its just me... u should understand...:D

currently listening to ONE WAY

2005-05-14T21:04:00.000+08:00

O NO!!!! EVIL PEOPLE ARE TAGGIN OVER MY TAGBOARD!!!!!!!!!! hoookayyyy that was lame....
erm...... selwyn and moey i expected u to do sumthing evil from the plot i heard during chinese oral...
fine!!! so u are nice people... hmmm i wonder who is sumbody.....
Anyway... today was so boring..... got up at 7.30 to go to sch for Mrs yeo's.... then go dome ... all alone....
UNTIL!!!! i saw ah neh there but was still playing all alone... "haiz" i guess i played almost all the games there??
kinda stupid lah...
after that i dunno how many times neh ask me wad i doing... i go buy clothes for special occasion...
hmmmmm 73 bucks??? heck it :D my bro pay muahaha
*evil boi*
anyways..... after that go home lor... the same drill... stone in front of the com for like 2 hours???
then i fell asleep... in front of the com.... playing solitaire???/
lol
yar woke up at 6.30
then straight away go safra play lan... wohoo thrash ass again

frag was erm..?? 28-7 deaths... so high craps....
got my NISSAN SKYLINE GTR ahahaha cool caR :D
hmmmm yar went home lah thats all then open door, take off slippers, on com.... blog!
lol
yar thats all larh... shall update tmr.. stay tuned!!

currently listening to evermore by united live

2005-05-13T18:58:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!!! look at my blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omigosh........ zhi wei!!!!
Hmmmm MONKEYS!!! dont they look cute???
anyway i have no idea how to change the stupid thing so i guess this will have to do...
anyways with regards to the tagboard ... yea good job with the tagboard man thxs!
and i hop CERTAIN PEOPLE will not destroy it... i hope!! pls!!
yaR!!! if u find the little monkeys irritating pls ignore them
if u find the monkeys cute then go ahead and admire them.....
anyways went to orchard today...
wanted to watch house of wax with zhi kai, lucus, puay chai?!?!?!?!?(i dunno y....), kwok and FISHY!!!
yar but stupid lido had to go and check the damn ICs..
as some of u may know... i'm not officially 16 yet...
yea harhar go ahead and laugh!!!!
made a wasted trip but YAY! actually preferred to watch kingdom of heavens instead
due to certain problems :D
yar so went to cine to watch kingdom of heavens
kinda cool larh the movie even though zki kai said it was stupid...
its was like gory and all those blood spurting lah...
but its kinda amazing when u compared the men of anicient times
with the men of modern time and u see how totally different they are...

besides using totally outdated tools lah and their dressings, and the way the talk... blah blah blah
yar
anyways... while walking up to cine i saw teri from church yar
waved to her and walked off :D
didnt mean to be rude :D
so yar that was my day kinda boring??? o well have to live with it for decades to come :D

P.S the above part mentioned was for moey and selwyn!!!!!!!!!!

2005-05-12T20:07:00.000+08:00

wah today was so boring man.... saw alien for like 3 periods lah wth....couldnt have gotten worse i guess until we got back our chinese listening comp!!! argh dun wanna say my marks man.... so horrible!!!! and josca got a A2 ... tmd !!! wad the heck so pro lah....
O yar forgot to mention that my sch kanna fire sia so cool!!!!! locker kanna burn down
retarded people nothing better to do go burn locker haizzz
kinda boring lah this few days....
saw dean and Ee together at far east bus stop..
ask me go out but i dont wan muahahahaha
i good boy wanna study man...
ahahahaha must be kdding :D
o yar saw ah neh, ammar marcus they all on 171
P.S this is for zhi wei u better do a gd job on my blog otherwise.......we'll all blame derrick!!! ahahaha
no larh at most u die tmr lah

2005-05-11T20:37:00.000+08:00

Hmmm just woke up, kinda blurry
still got that vivid memory of eating lunch MmMmMm....
today was fun i must say : D
had a game of badminton at safra and was dam fun larh
played with people like joel,zuoshen,ben yap, nick yuen, and fon
dam fun larh even though it was me that made the mistakes most of the time ahaha
Anyways, WE GOT BACK CHINESE EXAM!!!! and i barely scraped thru man....
and yes many people failed as usual,
die larh, chinese Os in like 2 weeks!!!
gotta study hard!!
and yea!!! there was no geog today!
just realised that having a blog was so fun la even though previous attempts were failures
just wanted to try it out coz jingyi suggested it and hmmm got no regrets!!
but somehow this feels weird becuz its like talking to yourself!!
but its still fun ahaha
and i need a tagboard,,,, can sumone teach me how to get a tagboard???
anione out there?

if there is people reading my newly created,noobishly created blog??
yar i guess thats all for today lah
need a tagboard its so fun to have a tagboard coz i can spam myself
ahaha erm ooookkkkkayyyyy
rites

2005-05-10T22:27:00.000+08:00

harlow harlow, erm just started this thing not sure how to use but this thing says posting so yar i shall type.... how was school some people might want to know???? stupidly i guess, got back maths CT!! annnnnnd i passed very boarder line so mixed feelings between happy and disappointed then at the end of the stupid day, john chao go make me stay back *^*&%*%(&(*)_*^$%!()&_#!!!!!!!!! sweep his floor, push in the chairs not like he cannot do liddat, waste my precious time when i could ave been playing cards..... anyway he goes like..." chin woo how come your geog test results so lousy one arh" " how i know?!!?!??!?!?!?!ask me for wad i also never mark the paper..." lala then waste time with edric!! till like 3.30 lah then got HARLEY's class!!! wahaha so fun, that guy full of trick questions one so beware!!! cool i just found colour....ahaha erm yar nothing much goes on in a normal day of school... jsut the usual stuff like jacking aliens, yellowish people and yar.... playing around in cassidy's class!!!!!! ahaha cool change colour muahaha okiessssss erm guess this ish quite long for my first post???