so recently i applied for the OIAP thing for guilin resort, even though i wasnt interested at first coz the thought of leaving for 6 months was scary at first coz i would be able to see my frens and the thought of leaving everything behind for 6 months was bad enough coz i would not be able to do like a heck load of things like ake'08, and also more importantly not being able to go to church when i just joined, i would definitely miss church frens... definitely, no doubt about it. Being able to go is definitely an honor also will be fruitful and exciting experience for me, i can also prove alot of people wrong in a way that a person like me with such a lousy gpa can still make it for a overseas attachment and that i still have hope even though i'm not really doing well in my studies. However i'm definitely worried that i might fail a module. and i am really dammmmm worried because i ahve made it this far and i dun wanna throw it all away. i'm seriously worried sick. But if all goes well and i'm there for good, well 6months, i will definitely miss all my frens over here and trust me when i say that i really mean it. But hey! on the bright side, i'll be able to get a psp for going to china haha. thats quite cool eh. hopefully theres wireless there if not arh, no msn sure die one.... but ya wish me luck!! =D
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