wah i just ate durian ice cream and my breath feels so shiok!!! and smelly...... lol
kk 2 weeks holidays is almost over!!! so freaking fast!!!!! it moves so dam fast i bet the speed it travels at can go around the earth 2 times the speed of light! lol k nvm very kua zhang... but still time flies when your having fun. sometimes it not fun... but time still flies.. i dunno why dun ask me.. for me it was a long and tiring holiday, so it doesnt really count as a holiday... i shall call it.....tireday erm.... nvm... forget it... erm ya so tiredays started with me going for 4 days of ake... 1st of the 4days was stupid... 2nd 3rd and 4th was spend driving a boat.... rescueing kayaks and stuff... really boring things... coz your out there in the sea... doing nothing... with your right hand on the throttle accelerating.. decelerating... incoming wave! turn right... back to midship... thats all........................ ya... so 4 days wasted... rested 2 days... which i probably wont count as rest coz i still went out... went for rugby training... and then it was booking in for spec course

so it was spec course 2007... with eugene as OIC... me bravo OC and lim Alpha OC... this year's cohort was somewhat slackier than the others... but the treatment they received was somewhat slightly harsher than others... coz naturally we have people like me, xin ren, jin chuan, faizal shouting at the cadets till they almost pissed their pants... xin ren also shouted at alpha COY too! ahem ahem ya... and me too! i shouted at bravo COY! haha lol so the stats were kinda like 207 present, 49 3SG kinda sad and makes your blood want to burst out of your mouth and just die, coz they really suck... but bravo COY kinda made me a tiny winy bit proud.. coz they dig their boots or rather was stomping their boots really loudly... which was kinda impressive coz i didnt even ask them to.... and didnt really expect it to be that loud... ya haha.. kk nvm


back to topic...holidays are like over... FREAKING PAPERS ARE COMING BACK!!! dam scared triple A i seriously dam dam scared triple A... huiyuan and zaza u gonna hear alot of this when school reopens... coz i really FREAKING SCARED! ....... i dun wanna get gpa 2. something... freaking throwface arh... so many people will make fun of me... my family will put so much pressure on me.... keep wanting me to go NTU and NUS.. coz i think i might not make it there... so dam stupid la! i cant stand myself...i'm really dam stupid and aint that the truth!?!

so ya good luck to those whose school is reopening tmr!!! you've got like 23 minutes of holidays or rather to me, tireday left...
11:26 PM
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wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo common test OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lets have a review of tests

OM- so so hopeful! hopeful life is full of hope!!! lol
EC- woohoo!!!!!! might make it, i bullshit a hell lot!!!!! life might still have hope!!
AAA- sucked to the CORE, life might not have so much hope, seriously, AAA is the freaking hell killer of all the papers... all discussing must minus this minus that, debit this credit that, stuff that i possibly not have done... so ya... crash and burn, and still burning with a a fire bigger than any ever recorded in history! this paper is soo dam depressing... i almost freaking killed myself over this paper... then i thought, y kill myself over a paper who is taught by a teacher who tells stories about butterflies... which is so obvious is plagiarism... lol she didnt cite her sources..

TODAY's MARKETING!- WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO this paper is the best!!!!!! marketing is so full of bullshit!!!! coz its dam easy and i sooo freaking bullshitted my way through!!! i hope i made good bull shit!! lol

anyway!! after paper went to watch ocean's 13!! nice show! dam funny hahaha anyway all of us were like acting as if we just grad, or we just finished main exams... hahaha its only common test!!! but still!!!!! enjoy life!! lol qiaoyu!! life is short!! haha...
10:11 PM
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i wish i could die just like this
10:50 PM
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haiz once again.. common test has began... i super hate this period la! can get so dam stressed!!!!!!!(lol i didnt use the F word!!) deep down inside i just wanna sit my ass down and study, but then my other stupid, lazy idiotic side of me keeps stalling for time... i so dam hate myself... no willpower and self-discipline at all... haiz... and to call myself a senior, someone who supposedly sets a role model... sucks man... my results sucks, cant help at all.. such a useless bum..

anyway... my idiotic self is working up... everytime i sit down and wanna mug.. i keep stalling.. no matter how hard frens are trying to motivate me i just cant.. i dunno why... so help me!!!, give me knife, i'll kill myself.
10:20 PM
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