hmmmm since there's this big deal bout me not updating especially since i want my promotion realllllll bad... here it is...=D

recently been thinking bout many things all thanks to long bus rides from my house to yishun... stupid 855 1hr bus ride..... reminisced bout the times when i was still a puny little boy... i kept asking my mom stupid things like "Ma how old then i can go out by myself?" "Ma how old can i drive car?" "Ma dont go school can ornot? school very stupid" then u look back at present time, its all taking place, went out by myself in sec1, first place i went was cine... cant bear to imagine how stupidly i dressed back then... even so kiasu until i brought a plastic bag of clothes to change after school... then like the school bag would be super duper big.. i'm reaching legal driving age, emphasis REACHING... shit................... reaching=havent reach.. stupid stupid stupid... y must my mom give birth to me in october...... so many stupid things take place in OCT, firstly its so dam far.... 2nd its exam periods!!!!!!!! dammit.....not sure bout poly but definately for primary sch, sec sch stupid stupid... anyway... the dont go sch part was kinda a stupid question, but this proves i'm normal! coz i hated sch heh =D

anyway one can find out very cool things while taking bus..like how children communicate with their parents? like how i compared myself to other kids... saw this japanese girl bout 10 yrs old on the bus with her lill bro and her mom,she was able to take care of her bro very carefully, as if she was his mom, also the way she conversed with her mom, even though i didnt understand wad she said, but u could just sense the mutual understanding and mutual respect between mom and child... compared to me? me is like, weird.. totally different, either sometimes my parents are dam nice? like overly nice toooo nice to be good, or they're dam fierce, and i mean dammmmm fierce...... but thats me, unlike others, where they can talk nicely to their parents without any motive, just talk and chatting... whereas i cant, whenever i talk i must have a motive, like "Ma can borrow money? i no more money le...(i plan to do that soon heh)"

anyway that should be all? just writing down wad i observed la...
12:10 AM
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