dammit la! i hate school i so freaking hate school!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to kill myself like seriously.... i dunno, i feel as though all the teachers hate me, the stupid POA teacher is like biased against me, the bca teacher hates me,dammit!!!!!!!!!!! and i failed macro!, i just lost 6% for bca just like that coz my freaking SAM didnt work!!!!!!!! omg.....

! god dammit!i just want to jump off and kill myself, even though it would be a self-less act, but still theres no one to turn to... no one who i willing to listen... i think if i kill myself, no one would notice the difference...zzzzzzzzz dammit i feel so dam stressed nowwwwwwwww i need help! i need someone.........!!!!!! zzzzz GOD DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel like quitting sch!!!!!!!!
12:03 AM
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hmmm nothing to do now... guess i shall update abit bah
lets see.... recently... went to kellong again for the 3rd time, with lim, yi zhou, his gf, clarence and his brother

saturday after work went orchard to meet yi zhou then go kbox 2 of us only sia.. once again, sang from 1130 to bout 5 or so.. wahhhh chiong sia! actually supposed to meet sky they all la but guess their too tired arh... i was tired also! after singing for so long.. guess we both fell aslp in kbox haha!
So we took a cab back to yi zhou's place to bathe arh... i just plopped on his bed and fell aslp straight away! then woke up again to bathe... then fell aslp again haha! funny thing was, went i went to bed, zhou's dad woke up and saw me, guess he kinda got a shock la, thinking how come his son became so big sized haha!!! so ya after that went sun plaza to meet the others, lim, clarence and his gf. was so tired la! never really knew i could slp and walk at the same time! maybe thats slpwalking?? haha...went to macs, slept for awhile and woke up coz his gf came, so we left to meet lim at the taxi stand... but i went to draw money, so coincidentally met lim at the place where only rich people went and poor people like me dreads the go... POSB ATM MACHINE! yaaa then went back to take cab with the other 2

clarence was late

ya reached yatch club then got everything ready... clarence was still late... ya.. so we got more thing ready... and clarence finally came! with mini-clarence hahaha i swear they both mirror images la!! except one is smaller ahaha! so we left for the kellong, with capt. jamie(zhou's gf) in-charge... lets see... it was a slow ride there haha however she managed to do better with the waves unlike someone?? hahaha ahem ahem... without causing unnecessary swamping of the boat haha! so we reached punggol point where mini-clarence took over, dam he was a slow and TERRIFIED driver hahaha somehow the word die kept coming out of his mouth hahaha

then we reached the kellong where expert maj lee berthed perfectly as usual..
the uncle caught the fish and DAM it was HUGE!!!!! not the kind u'll find dangling at the tip of ur fishing pole.. and the uncle killed the fish la! quite cool arh all the blood haha should be rated m18, not advisable for people with weak hearts haha... anyway after eating, went out to practice abit.. ABIT was really abit coz i was like 70% boat boy la haha and the rain was super cold! my gosh...

the trip home was so freaking cold! somehow i managed to fall aslp... and woke up again suprisingly at one point we were so dam cold to the police coast guard boat!!! like side by side haha! maybe they thought we were terrorist haha

anyway after reaching safyc, we sat there for like how long! coz it was still raining... and cold!
haha it was dam funny btw, we were at the benches there shooting clarence arh coz he has an excuse for almost everything! and his excuses are sometimes dam stupid and dam ridiculous! i swear u can vomit blood talking to him coz its so dam difficult for him to admit that he is in the wrong! hahaha
ya.. but fortunately, clarence parents could fetch us otherwise we would still be there... ya after that went home arh... send lim to her very very very long queue, and saw yi zhou and his gf also.. then went back to wait for the bus... and the 1hr long bus ride... where i fell aslp while reading the newspaper haiz........
12:24 AM
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arghhh freak... stupid me.. came to class to early.. thought it started at 9, when actually its 10... dmmit.. so here i am sitting in a empty classroom doing nothing... zz guess it proves lim's theory that i'm blur right. haiz... this sucks!!!!!!

anyway first week of sch was hectic hectic hectic!!! all the stupid projects must chiong!! arh... friday hand up, wed and thurs chiong!! haha power sia! qouite cool la... stay back in sch until library close.. then must take all those photos and suff then wini they all must write the report and everything... guess everyone never sleep properly bah... tired tired tired... then somemore get back common test results.. totally sucks... didnt expect my bca to do that well though... maybe i'm more computer inclined?? haha..

more stressing is that sat is ppcdl practical is this sat la!!!!! shit man... dunno how i'm gonna pass... by some miraculous miracle la i hope... after that, can prepare passport sized photo lo!!! hahaha... i think lim sure pass la! so smart.. dam scared berthing and all the 10 items to check for.... later my boat sink how?!!?!?!? haha!!!!!! that'll be dam cool la!!!! hahahahaha mad mad

if i pass, other boaters should look out for me! just in case! haha....
9:05 AM
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